New blog layout

Here's my new blog layout. I myself kind satisfied with the design and such. At least it looks more "alive". I'll be keeping this layout cause I really like the design, the way it looks. :P

Something happened. Someone talked to me. He inspires me. I'm planning to push myself all the way. He is the one who inspires me, taught me mostly everything. I don't want to disappoint him cause I know how much this meant to him. I'll strive my best. I'll give my best. No matter what, I'll prove it to everyone this time. I've done once, I believe I can do that again. Nothing can stop me!

Tomorrow have to take report from my doc. Wonder what's the report gonna be like. Hopefully nothing biggie.

Having new toy soon. :D Already had one, tomorrow collect another one. Yay!

New toy!

Just realized

I just realize, and found out that..

I'm not young anymore.

During the conversation my friends had, I found out that I'm no longer at my puberty stage. I'm no longer a kid. I cannot be so irresponsible.

I'm an adult. I'm a grown up. I'm twenty two this year, twenty three is coming to me.

Entitled

Took a blood test with my friend today morning. I wouldn't say it's a disaster, cause I'm not having fever or whatsoever, just a little feeling of unwell. Hopefully I'll recover by then. Today I was quite happy laa. Cause it's the first time I really went out after I sick and I got back without having any fever or flu. I get to see alot of me in like next Monday! So I'll know what I have, and what I don't.

Soon there's another competition. I don't really sees that as important as it is, but I'll just play. I won't go fully, but I'll do my best. Because alot of people sick these few days, and my team didn't get to train. Not trying to get a reason for me to lose, but I don't quite find the urge to compete already. Maybe it's because of the management. Sigh.

I'm SEGI-an!

Oh yeah forget to mention, I'm officially SEGI-an now. Just that I have yet to register. The semester starts at 21st of August. Hopefully I can finish my course as fast as possible. I've been dragging my studies for too long. I think it's time for me to concentrate on my studies instead of something else.

B U T !

I'm not really happy about the management. At first I have to pay MYR100 just to send my transcript to United States to check if I'm illegible to be their student. If I knew I can save this MYR100 I could have just fuck them and go straight to the department. Wasted MYR100 for nothing. Silly staffs. And they actually making me feel that I'm not good enough for their college. There's this fella telling me that they having 70% of passing rate in their college.

Of course la! Your paper is so damn easy, which clarified by my friends who transferred earlier. If your paper is easy and yet no high passing rate means something is wrong with your college right? But I choose to ignore and just say yes to whatever he said.

It took me like almost 2 months to wait the confirmation letter to arrive my doorsteps. Before this I was worried cause my results wasn't that good for me to apply UIU. Whoever knows me in college they would know I'm actually a ADP student, where I'll transfer to another country to complete my studies. But due to some family issue, I was not able to transfer and I was forced to stop studying in my previous college and I need to move to another college. Bad thing is that KDU doesn't offer psychology course. If they offer it'd be easy for me cause KDU is like few kilometers away from my place. And I got alot of friends studying there as well. But, too bad laa!

Whatever it is, I've received my confirmation letter and now what I need to do is to register myself and I'll start my course right away! Hopefully I can follow the schedule and finish my whole course as fast as possible because I'm waiting to throw something..

Again

I think I'm having fever again. It's like 3 times already. Since I came back from the competition, I've been having bad health condition. I'm not the only one. There's alot of people falling sick as well. One of my friend, had to quarantine for 10 days. As for me, I'm not feeling well. The day I came back from competition, the body wasn't feel good at all, the next day, i fall asick, after I had some meds, it seems to that i'm recovered. But it doesn't it strikes back yesterday night while I was out with my friends at Tbun Aman Suria. I came back, eat meds and get some sleep. Around 2 midnight, the body temperature goes down. I thought it was just some normal flu, but it wasn't.

Today doesn't look promising. I've been laying on the bed since afternoon till evening. Whole 5 hours I've been sleeping, but it doesn't seem to help. Now it's worse. I'm wearing jacket and I didn't switch on the air conditioner. You can try to imagine how bad is my condition at the moment. This is bad. This isn't good. Now every night my fever seems to come back to me. Sigh.

Am I infected H1N1? I'm so tired. Whole body doesn't have any strength. I'm too tired, whole body is so heavy that I don't even want to move a single inch. So tired that I wish I was dead. When does this illness go awayy? I'm sick of being sick. I feel bad now, feel that everything is so wrong now. I'm so tired. My eyes was closed when I'm typing this entry. Do i really need to check doctor? But what if the doc said I'm infected? I'll need to quarantine. I'll need to stay at home! I can't go anywhere else!

Damn it. Why does illness come to me at this moment? Sigh, I'm sneezing none stop, with jacket. So ill now. So lazy to move now.

Anyone want to volunteer to take care of me?