Peektures from tournament!

I became a photographer on Razer Amateur Tournament cause i was banned from the competition and I was hoping to contribute a tiniest strength to the community. It was fun overall, especially when I took pictures of people falling asleep. HAHAH!

The result of the competition didn't surprise me at all, knowing they never played for quite some time but I knew they still have the touch and all.

After the event, I had hard time uploading the pictures. That stupid facebook is screwing me around and I didn't get to upload all the pictures until I get to cyber cafe. Bah!

Anyhow here's the pictures. :)

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First time

For the first time, I actually struggle to do it. Everytime when I wanted to do it, I'll just say it to them and hoping they would say nice things and ask me not to. But this time, I'm kind of struggle to tell them about it. But I know it's the right choice for me to do, also right choice for me to step down. I don't know if I'm doing the right thing but I just feel like it's time. After so many times I've tried to do it, this is the first time I actually felt that there's need for me to do so.

Reason for me to step down? I'm just not good enough to be part of em. I can't be the best, so I decide to die like the rest. It's as simply as that. But I would prefer to do something from the back. Something that I was hoping to be but due to some restriction that I had, I can't. Hopefully after I tell them my decision I could do something different. I'm just too tired to even try to save it when people taking me as a pinch of salt.

There's only one thing left in my mind. Would they ever speak to me again after I tell them my decision?

Friendship?

Human being can be so cruel at times. Sometimes I just can't figure out why people can be so mean to others, especially someone who did nothing to him or whatsoever. I don't get it.

Aren't friend suppose to help each other? What I felt now is a stab on my back, worse still I knew he did it and I cannot do anything about it because I appreciate what me and him have. We have so many common friends and I don't want to make it worse by confronting him because I know it's gonna be explosive.

Why is this happening? I really got no idea. I don't think I did anything wrong and yet I had this kind of treatment. How is that fair to me?

Everyone is so selfish to the fact that they only care about themselves. Why can't this world to be a better place where everyone share everything with different kind of people, no matter what's their race, religion or even nationality? This world wouldn't be in this condition if everyone willing to share everything with everyone

Human are greedy. That's the reason of existance of Seven Deadly Sins.

Merry Christmas!

I'm here to wish everyone Merry Christmas! Hope you guys get to celebrate with your love ones. :)

As for me I stayed at home for the whole day, didn't really feel like going out.. Or I should say no one asked me to go out. :/ Planned to work actually but apparently I didn't get chosen so yeah, I stayed at home whole day and watched Incredible Hulk, Batman and The DaVinci Code. Rofl.

I miss the Chibi Maruko girl I saw during Comic Fiesta. ):

Arghhh now I regret of not taking her phone number, or even her facebook email. Darn me!

Comic Feast

Never in my life had been such hectic, exciting and at the same time, uneasy feelings come at the same time. Yes I went for Comic Feast. I was working at GameAxis booth to promote the magazine. Basically I just sit there and wait for money to come setup the booth for the gamers to play PS3 games like NFS:Shift, Street Fighter 4, Fifa 10, and the game that had never changed since we turned on, Rock Band. I don't quite get the idea why people are so obsess with rock band. Retards must be suck so bad in music, he/she has to fulfill his/her dream by playing the music game. So nice meh?

Anyways, comic feast was a blast, without a fucking doubt! It was so successful that one of my friend want to cosplay for the next year! Personally I find these events are a good way to make friends and also take a nice picture of yourself and put it into your personal space. I did took some pictures and I swore to myself that I'm definitely getting a DSLR for myself before end of this year because I'm literally cursing myself for not having a better camera to take the cosplay pictures! ):

Oh if you want to see the pictures, go my facebook to check it out! :) Not much pictures but at least there's something to see. :P

Comic Fiesta pictures!

Out of random, random.

Tomorrow gonna work at Sunway Pyramid for this Comic Feast that they are currently running. Apparently I just need to stand there and take care of the booth. Shouldn't be any harder than that I guess. :/

I went for a tournament today, knocked out two teams and left. I was suppose to be there tomorrow but unfortunately I have to work, so I'll need to skip it and go work. I finally know how's the feeling of it when you taunt one and they have absolute no idea how to fight back. It really feels good and I kind of like that feeling, especially he was someone you don't really like it at the first place. I must say, I feel "syok".

Oh yes I finished my exam this Thursday, which was 3 days ago. I was eager to wait for this holiday to come cause I thought I planned alot of stuff to do but apparently I didn't really have much things to do afterall. I think I need to have a more detail planning next time before I'm heading to a holiday so that I won't waste my holiday like what I used to do last time. Two weeks of holiday, until 11th of January 2010. What should I do in between? I plan to find work during this period of time but work isn't easy to find if you ask me. I really want to work for my DSLR but it seems like it's not easy afterall. You want to work, doesn't mean there's slot for you.

Next semester, I'm taking four subjects but going to college on two days only. I feel like joining the gym, so that I can go there after my class but I don't know if I can commit to it, after what I did back then when I was in HELP, registered but only go like five times per month. It's really wasting if you ask me. :/

Speaking of course, I'm thinking of doing a double major. As I'm currently majoring in Psychology, I want to do Mass Comm also. Of course, for future purposes. I believe I could easily get a job compare to fresh graduate who only have one major. But I don't know if I should go for it as the workload is going to be alot more compare to now. If I take, I don't know if I can drop it or not as what Ms.Citra said. Man this is really getting my head.

Recently nothing good happen to me, besides the finals which turns out to be quite an easy task for me. Hopefully I can pass with flying colors. I don't think I should waste anymore time on education. I should start depend on myself in-terms of living expenses and others. I'm an adult and I cannot depend my parent forever. I need to grow up!

This or that? Or maybe those?

I'm looking for DSLR as I have high interest in snapping photos, especially beautiful scenery. You cannot deny that some of the natural scenery really attract you, like crazy. That's why I choose to get a DSLR instead of digital camera.

I have couple of choices actually. Budget wise, I'll think of it later. I need to know how much I need to spend on getting a DSLR so that I know how crazy I need to work for it. :/

First up, LUMIX FZ18. Saw this package at summit as Christmas promotion. Apparently is the cheapest so far.

Second, would be the D90 of Nikon. Apparently it's the easiest for beginner like me but the price tag kind of scare me off. :/

Third, D60 of Nikon. MYR1950 and I think I can afford it.

There's so many more model that I like but I don't know which suits me best as a beginner of snapping photos. I still thinking which to get and I need to start work my ass up there. I really admire people who own DSLR camera. Sigh.

The best picture I've ever snap was this.



I can take a better picture if I have DSLR that time.

New part!

Finally, got all the parts for my new PC. Although is not i7, but it's good enough now. Don't really want to spend anymore on PC already. So, I'll stay as it is. I'm so exciting about it now!

Anyway, I worked in PC Fair during the weekend. Honestly, I enjoy it alot. Although I'm almost drop dead when I reach home, but it's a experience full with fun. I know alot of people from there and took quite a lot of pictures. Sneak peak..



Go to my facebook for more pictures. :)

Next week would be my first exam in SEGI College. Honestly I don't know what to do now. Study? Don't feel like it. Game, don't feel like it as well. What I want to do is to lose some weight. HAHAHAHHA! I realized I'm kind of.. fat taking space while snapping a photo. Hmm..

End of disaster.. NOT!

So long never update my blog already. Been busy all the while preparing my assignment, and three presentation as well. Three of the presentation I have to do within this week, I already done both and both of them are the hardest among the three. So tomorrow, last presentation should be the easiest one cause from what I've heard, I only need to sit back and enjoy. El-Owh-El.

Damn it the assignments are really pain in the ass. I literally wanna rip my head off just to stop these but I can't. I wish to go somewhere after my finals is over. But I'm short of cash. Financial crisis, how to go? :/

Life's a bitch. Deal with it!