My Life - Chapter One

Some of you may know, I'm taking a semester break. Which mean I'm having holiday now. I don’t know what I actually want. I was hoping for a long vacation, going somewhere where no one knows me. But I guess that wasn't easy as there's a lot of things that I could never expect can be happen.

My life is rather simple and direct. I don’t hide much stuff from anyone else. If I don’t like someone, I'll show it on my face. But instead if I like you, I'll be very friendly and easy-going. Sometimes I even have a feeling of being someone's friend with just a single stare. I've met some people who I knew through internet, or college, where I have the eager to make friends with them without knowing what they did, what they do. Sometime we have this kind of feelings, aren't we?

Is been 3 months after I stop studying. I rather felt empty in my life currently. I guess this is because I didn't use my holiday properly. I didn't plan well for my holiday, that's why I don’t feel that I'm in holiday. Heck, I don’t even have a holiday mood. It sad when you are having something, but at the same time you felt that as if you don’t have it.

I wanted to be someone useful. I doesn't want to be some slacker who always hangout at some weird places where people having bad comments about you. But being someone useful isn't easy. You require some hard work, and determination to be someone useful. I really hope I can because I don’t want to let those who put hope on me feel down. I don't want to let them down because of my laziness.

Football is my life, there's no single doubt about it. I guess everyone has their own favourite sports, activities. Those who doesn't have any, I guess you should look for one because your life would be empty without anything you interested. Plus, sports can make you exercise. At least you don't have to waste hundred bucks to go some gym and buck up your tone. You can rely on sports, where you can get the same result where you get it from gym.

I've realized that I spend more than three thousand on my Chinese New Year stuff. half of it is for my current cell phone, which is w910i. I love it to bits! But at the same time, I felt that I'm really spoiling myself for buying such expensive phone. I've once had 8910, couple weeks after it's launch date. And within half a year, I dropped it in some cyber cafe. I cried my lungs out when I knew my cell phone was lost.

I guess not much of people actually know who I really am. Although we're talking the same thing, doing the same stuff. But sometimes what people think, we don't really know. And frankly who know it might be something bad or nasty. No one knows. I wish to find someone who can understands me well, at least know what's in my mind, when I'm not feeling happy or sad.

The world is going too fast, everything is moving too fast. No one actually move slower than usual, and look around them. Move slowly and observe your surroundings, isn't so hard, rite? But I don't understand why everyone moving in this pace where you got no enough time to check what is your surroundings.

New blog, new hope, new option.

I've been making endless blogs but at the end I give up blogging. But I'll try to fix this and I hope this blog can last as long as possible as I might have something to talk about, something that happened during my daily life, daily decision that I have to make.