Sexual intercourse the man on heaven.

I have no intention to curse but that fella really left me no choice.

WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING? WHY DO YOU TAKE SO FUCKING LONG TO REPLY MY MESSAGE?

I just want my motherboard to be fixed! If you can't do it or you can't get my mobo to fix for free, god dammit tell me already. I can't afford to wait for you for so fucking long just because you're trying to give me some stupid reasons of not trying to fix my motherboard. BAH! I don't really want to care about it anymore. If he still not replying me next week, I gonna bring it to somewhere else.

Now I want to concentrate on my studies. Statistics, Philosophy and Public Speaking. My oh my, I started to regret taking Public Speaking this early because I just got told that 5 of my friends are taking Marketing Principle. OMG! I should have go for that class instead of Public Speaking! Now I'm seriously regret about this decision. ARGHH!!

Over the weekend there's something happened. Something will change me as a competitive gamer. Offered had been came to me and it's up to me if I want to do it and if I'm up for it. But even if I could, I still need another 2 or more people to tag along. Geez. >_> I believe everyone wants it as a competitive gamer. No one says no to that opportunity unless they are really not heading to the direction I'm trying to go. But if I got selected, there will be alot of commitments. I don't think I can cope it. <.< People are like that eh? They want something but they can't afford to lose anything just to get to their destination.

Am I progressing in any ways? Gaming, life, social, studies? I really hope I am. I want to finish my studies fast so that I can focus on other things. I want to complete it faster so that I can be independent. I don't want to depend on him anymore. He is the pain I want to forget. He is the dirt I want to wipe it off. Eventhough it's impossible for me to draw a clear line with him, but still I want to. Whatever he did to me, even if he say sorry it's definitely not enough.

Too much to rant till it off topic. Sedap. I'm off to sleep. 0830 Statistics class. effing awesome.