Happy Birthday

to myself! Didn't get to celebrate cause I am in the middle of tough week. I need to complete a training module and prepare my presentation on Wednesday. This year's birthday, nothing special. Only bought some camera gadgets for myself. And my mom gave me some token. Next maybe post I will put up the gadgets I bought!

This month is quite hectic for me cause I need to conduct a training in class and a talk show as well. I am kind of exhausted for now, been sleeping at least 5am in the morning. Everyday took like 2 hours of nap and sleep for 3 hours then I had to wake up to continue my projects. How I wish I can spend some time with someone I adores, somewhere far enough for me to forget things that been bugging me.

The okok recent me

Just finished my midterm and another two quiz which I am not satisfied about. I guess I can kiss As good bye. I kind of screw up my Effective Listening because my lecturer gave an instruction about the page length and I only wrote one and quarter page. I do not know how will he access my paper but I really hope for the best because I cannot screw up this paper. Another paper would be Group Dynamics. I did not do so well on my first quiz, only managed to score 7 out of 15. Today I did another quiz, which is 10 and a half out of 15. So basically I had lost 12 and half marks out of 30. I can kiss As good bye for my Group Dynamics.

As for Writing for Media, I think I am doing pretty well at the moment, just that I need to see my midterm marks and my first assignment marks to double confirm if I should kiss my As goodbye. Critical Thinking would be pain in the ass. I am required to do SEVEN journals, access, summarize and explain to my lecturer tomorrow. Best thing? Not one journal is done. And the worst is that I have to present it on 30th of March, which is exactly 15 days later. I really need alot of luck for this semester because this is the first time I feel pressured on getting good grades for my paper.

But for the good news, I have found a house. Located near Taman Paramount LRT Station. It is a good venue because they have everything there. Supermarket, morning market my mom always go. Whatever you can think off, it is there. I am truly happy now because we finally got ourselves a house. So another problem just settled.

Problems are easy to solve when you talk things out. Of course you need to give some space to the other party because it is still fresh.

I know I am a problem solver. So for now I need to concentrate on my studies so that I can graduate fast!

Recent me

Too many things happened recently till I need to keep myself alone to think about the issues. Of course there are some good stuff happened. But bad things would be things that I had never thought of before.

I really did not know that at all until the night he told me. I am happy that he is being sincere to me but I find it hard to accept it. It takes time definitely and I still need more time to process the information I got it yesterday. Whatever it is, I still wish that both of them will have a happy ending.

I watched I am number four on Monday. I get to watch it premier cause my friend won four tickets to be one of the first to watch the movie It was a pretty decent show I must say and I enjoyed every bit of its CGI cause it was really awesome.

I really do not wish to remember sad things that I had encountered. I find it stupid to be dwell into the past and I never like to be staying in past. But sometimes reality just does not go along the way.

Now I need vacation. I need to get away from this place and take a break. But, where to? And, with who? :(

I do not know, what to trust anymore. Faith and courage had failed me, miserably. I find it hard to trust again.

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I am a bastard child. Enough said

Facebook?

I have deactivated my facebook. Partly was because of my studies. Been neglecting alot even I get an okay result. But now I want to do better since I am doing double major. Need to put more effort as my syllabus is getting tougher and tougher.

Been wanting to deactivate my account long time ago but just do not have the time and guts to do so. Don't ask me why. I have no idea as well. I just feel like deactivate it.

Tomorrow will be my first day of working. So excited! :3 Can't wait for it but commitment needed and that's my weakest. I hardly can commit to anything and the last time I tried to commit, I ended up quitting the job. :S Hopefully this time around I can change things

COMMITMENT! AHHHHHHHHHHH!

My song of the week. Released 1st May 2010 @ iTunes.