wha'ever

This blog is practically collecting dust since I am so busy with my life. Been throwing myself into all kinds of jobs and I am happy to say that I actually love it.

I did not blog for my entire short semester due to the workload I have to bare, in studies and work.
I am going to have my holiday for 2 weeks from now, ends at 15th of August. Move to Ara Damansara since July 10th. Close to 3 weeks and I missed my old house actually.
Past two days I volunteer to help out in a 30 hours famine event by helping them to take pictures. Yes so I am the photographer for the event. Get to know alot of friends there.


You can go to my facebook profile page to see a bigger picture of this. I am just too lazy to upload a bigger size cause it's going to take alot of time for me to do so.

Anyways, life have been good to me and I truly appreciate it. Last semester I have 1 B, 2 C and 1 D. Luckily that D is UIU subject so is considered as pass. But I am still thinking of retaking it cause I do not want to look bad in my CGPA.
I like this song. <3

Happy Birthday

to myself! Didn't get to celebrate cause I am in the middle of tough week. I need to complete a training module and prepare my presentation on Wednesday. This year's birthday, nothing special. Only bought some camera gadgets for myself. And my mom gave me some token. Next maybe post I will put up the gadgets I bought!

This month is quite hectic for me cause I need to conduct a training in class and a talk show as well. I am kind of exhausted for now, been sleeping at least 5am in the morning. Everyday took like 2 hours of nap and sleep for 3 hours then I had to wake up to continue my projects. How I wish I can spend some time with someone I adores, somewhere far enough for me to forget things that been bugging me.

Recent me

Too many things happened recently till I need to keep myself alone to think about the issues. Of course there are some good stuff happened. But bad things would be things that I had never thought of before.

I really did not know that at all until the night he told me. I am happy that he is being sincere to me but I find it hard to accept it. It takes time definitely and I still need more time to process the information I got it yesterday. Whatever it is, I still wish that both of them will have a happy ending.

I watched I am number four on Monday. I get to watch it premier cause my friend won four tickets to be one of the first to watch the movie It was a pretty decent show I must say and I enjoyed every bit of its CGI cause it was really awesome.

I really do not wish to remember sad things that I had encountered. I find it stupid to be dwell into the past and I never like to be staying in past. But sometimes reality just does not go along the way.

Now I need vacation. I need to get away from this place and take a break. But, where to? And, with who? :(

I do not know, what to trust anymore. Faith and courage had failed me, miserably. I find it hard to trust again.

Facebook?

I have deactivated my facebook. Partly was because of my studies. Been neglecting alot even I get an okay result. But now I want to do better since I am doing double major. Need to put more effort as my syllabus is getting tougher and tougher.

Been wanting to deactivate my account long time ago but just do not have the time and guts to do so. Don't ask me why. I have no idea as well. I just feel like deactivate it.

Tomorrow will be my first day of working. So excited! :3 Can't wait for it but commitment needed and that's my weakest. I hardly can commit to anything and the last time I tried to commit, I ended up quitting the job. :S Hopefully this time around I can change things

COMMITMENT! AHHHHHHHHHHH!

My song of the week. Released 1st May 2010 @ iTunes.

Chinese New Year!

Chinese New Year was quite nice despite it is not as happening compare to last year's, but I don't really mind cause for the first time, I spare myself from eating with him. Something new to me I guess. If I'm not mistaken, I have no seen him since this year. I am intend to keep it this way since he does not have the heart.

My cousin's birthday falls on the day she visited my place, along with my other relatives! We had a cake from Secret Recipe! It is an awesome cake. Now I'm missing the cake. We had gambling session like every previous year to follow our tradition. This year I only won MYR16, but my sister lost like MYR100+ We played black jack, in-between and some other weird games. It was really fun cause I get to hang out with my cousins again!

After that we went for dinner. New Paris Restaurant! Pretty decent but is a little expensive I'd say. Two tables for MYR393. My brother in-law paid everything, but my aunt insist she wanted to pay some. So I guess there will be another dinner coming soon. But I'm going to work soon so probably I can't make it. Sighhh. :/

This Thursday I'm going to start my work. I am going to work in a petstore in One Utama! So do let me know if you want to buy anything from the petstore so that you will not be coming over knowing it is out of stock. Now I am thinking of what should I do. Apparently there is a better job offer and is indirectly linked to my study field but I had already promised this job. Dilemma! >_<

Sometimes I wonder if everything in this world has its own calculation. When I say to myself "Yeah everything has its own way to calculate", I was proved wrong. Because I can never calculate how you think, or what you think about me. I know that there might be alot more guys would do the same thing I did for you but I just hope that you can be sincere to me since I had been doing the same thing. Just hope that one day you would look for me and say "Look, I know you're nice and all but we're not going to work out." If you tell me that at least I know to stop. But now you are making me hanging in the middle of nowhere and it is starting to cause misery in me. I am no Saint nor robot. I have my own feelings and I do need someone to pamper me too.

Last but not least, I'd like to share this song to everyone who came across this blog.

You made me wonder.

Sometimes I wonder who am I to you. I just don't get it. I have been doing things all these while and trying show you that I am there for you but you just does not seem to notice that. That really made me heart break if you ever wonder. I am really wondering if there is any guy who willing to sacrifice as I do to you. You just made me wonder should I continue my plans or back off.

I love this picture alot because I took it when I was with you. But I guess you will never know about this too.



A little hint please? :/

"Suey" day!

In Hokkien, whenever someone said: "Wah today I damn suey ah!" means they had a really bad day.

I was trapped in a lift, first time in my life I was trapped in a friggin lift while I was on my way to examination hall for my Moral paper! I was like "wtf?!" when the lift stopped at 6th floor while my examination hall was located at 9th floor. But weird enough that I did not have slight fear on that incident, but was laughing all the way with my friend whose trapped as well. It took them like 5 minutes for them to noticed that we were trapped and at least 10 minutes for them to save us. And yes, my friend and I was late for the test but that was not the most "suey" part.

When I reached the examination hall, I thought they would ask why are we late. But instead of that question, they asked another! "Who sent you guys up?" the examiner asked. I was confused because the seating indicated that I was suppose to take my paper on the 9th floor. So why was she asking me this question? Apparently there was a mixed up with the schedule and after sat down for 5 minutes watching people doing their papers, my friends and I was being called to go down to 1st floor to take our finals. Seriously, they need to improve in this. Luckily this is not a very important paper or else I am going to file a complain about it! -_-

On the other hand, my friend won 4 premier tickets to watch Narnia on Cineleisure. That movie was awesome. Guess my day was not that "suey" afterall. TEEHEE!

Camera, I want you!

I need money now. Sigh, that's why I hate borrow people's stuff cause when they need it, they just take it back no matter what occasion. So I guess I have time until next week to get the money to buy a new camera or else I'm screwed. No camera, how am I suppose to take photos? ARGH This is beyond me! I can't think straight! Any kind soul willing to borrow the camera to me? :/

This is the picture my lecturer gave good compliment. :P Maybe I should sell my ps3 and iphone. ):

Click on it to see the picture. Bewarn, 56kb better watch out cause this file is 5mb+


Hmm, I'm thinking of getting a part time job. Hopefully that guy gonna hire me then I get income to buy camera! Planning to get 500D or 550D. Hmm..

NInja Joe!

Was bored after class and decided to dropby Tropicana Mall since it's the nearest shopping mall compare to others, also wanted to get the adapter for my PS3. So was pratically wondering on the top floor cause that's where those cables are selling. Didn't really went downstairs to check out those stores. But this time I did, and thank god I made that choice. I walked pass this shop couple of times but just didn't really attract me cause the time always not right. It's either I am super busy or I just finish eating. But this time I was starving and was looking for food as well. :3



Walked in, bought a pork burger @ MYR5.50. To be honest, it's a lil overcharge but it's okay since I just want to try it out if is nice enough. The design is a lil not matching with the store concept. I mean.. Gundam + pork burger. What are the odds?





Anyways, I even snapped the picture of the price list so that you guys can see what you guys want before make a move to Tropicana Mall. :D



Here are the pictures!











I must say, the burgers are quite okay to my taste. It's not really that awesome, but not bad as well. But MYR5.50 for a burger? Not my choice man. :/ Not to mention it's not really that big as well.

Moral Studies

already have the first assignment. And the word requirement is two thousand and five hundred words. Yay? I guess not. :/

One bad thing just happened to me. Apparently the appeal date is already over and I cannot appeal my results. Which means I HAVE to retake the subject in order for me to proceed my syllabus. wtf man. >_>

My injury doesn't seem to be cured yet. I still feel pain. AHHHHHH

Off to Thailand!

That's what my mom gonna be at for next few days. So for the mean time, I'm all alone by myself cause I know my sister definitely going to be out for the whole day. I need to think of what can I do this three days cause my mom going Hup Chai for 3 days, coming back on the Tuesday night.

Monday, I'm going to apply PTPTN and wait for them to contact me cause the bursary said it is going to take more than a month for them to approve my loan. So at the mean time, all I can do is wait. After that, do installment for my college fee then I can get my results. Oh my god, I don't see them doing things so efficient besides asking money from the student. .____.

Anyways, I found out my result even before I took my result slip. So after when I get my result, first thing I'm going to do is to talk to the lecturer, see which part I screw up the most. Because I'm really expecting at least a C for Interpersonal Communication. But she gave me a D. So worst case scenario would be me paying another MYR100 to remark my paper. Hopefully I can get C from there. :S

Part time job! I'm too lazy to find now, I'll just wait for that guy to call me and my friend to see if there's any available position because that fella say going to delay the opening. So latest would be around September. Yay!

Life isn't the same two years ago.

Sometimes I wonder, if this changes will ever benefit me. When I think deeply, in a way it does benefit me in terms of shaping me into a better person. But I do wonder what if there's no such event happened to me, will I be what I am today?

I was only 21 when I knew about that. I had to carry such burden at the age of 21, where I suppose to enjoy my adulthood. So, should I blaming people or do something about it? I can't remember what I did that time but I know what I'm doing now. I'm trying to make things right. I've been looking for part time job, event job from every advert I encounter.

For now, I just want to earn my own money without asking my mother for allowance. I'm already 23 and there's no room for me to kept on ask my mother for money just because I'm still studying. If that happened few years back, I wouldn't give a damn about it because I'm still a immature kid who thinks one kind.

Now, I've changed. I'm more talkative, friendly and prone to making friends. Maybe the maturity comes along when I grow older, who knows. (: But what I know is that I will try my best not to be a spoil brat like I was last time.

Double degree is not easy as it seems, but it's not as hard as I thought would be. I'm confident that I can complete the syllabus and I will graduate, attend convocation, make my mother and my sisters proud. It's been such a long time since I actually wrote my feelings that I'm trying to hide. It's actually feels great after I let it out and also I can reinforce my goal.

Pikom PC Fair 2010

Worked in PC fair for the last weekend. It was fun and awesome! I get to know alot of friends and most of them are girls! HEHE!

I was selling a netbook cost MYR399. Although I didn't do really good in persuading people in purchasing it, but still I'm quite satisfied with my performance. I even got sore throat for now cause I shouted too much during the last day of PC fair. >_>

So tired after three days of work. And the pay is coming in two weeks later. Poor me! And the price for a meal in KLCC is crazy! MYR8 for a Lam Mee and MYR10 for a chicken rice + mineral water! So fucking expensiveee! ARGHHHH!

I need more jobs! <3

*No picture cause I was working all the time. ):

Today's happening

I need to go KLCC tomorrow afternoon to have the training for PC fair. Yes, I got a job in PC fair, selling gadgets for Clarion. Yay to myself, finally I got a job which can withstand my expenses after I found out my wallet left MYR30+ and MYR50+ in my bank. Oh god I really need jobs right now. So dead broke! ARGHHHHH!

Had an interview this afternoon with my friend and I have a strong feeling that he is going to hire both of us because we're students, as the best occupation for his job position availability. Although there's one minus side where we only can work part-time, where it's a disadvantage to us. :/

After the interview, we went to look for Shane for a drink. Ended up we watched The Sorcerer's Apprentice! LOL! At first I thought it's like another Harry Potter alike movie, but I was wrong. I enjoyed the movie, from start till the end. Luckily it's not like another Harry Pothead Potter movie else I'd bored to death..



After the movie, we went to Klang to have our dinner and my friend have to accompany her boyfriend to have their candle light dinner. So me and Shane went look for Kew Sing, who was at Klang doing his work. Then have Boston Seafood there. But too bad, it's not open or it closed earlier than we expected.

Ended up, we came here;


The food we ordered;



After we finish our dinner, we went I-City!


It is really an unspeakable joy for me to have such relaxing "trip"






There are more but I am just too lazy to post all the pictures here. Go check it out at my photobucket if you want to see more of these nice pictures.

Off to sleep with this song stuck in my head. <3

IELTS Speaking test

I bet you've seen this if you're currently pursuing your higher education such as degree. Because I'm going to take that very soon. In fact, it's tomorrow.

Tomorrow IELTS speaking test, 10am morning. To be honest, I'm kind of nervous now, although I've taken it before but in a different English test. But this time it's going to be 1 on 1 with the examiner, which really freaks me out.

FUCK.

Looking for job!

I'm currently looking for event job. So broke now! I need more money! If you have any jobs to intro, do send me a message! My details are all on the right side of the contact details bar! :D

Experience;
Waiter @ FnB stall (Cineleisure)
Promoter @ PC fair (MyCore)
Promoter @ Comic feast (GameAxis)
Marshall @ WCG and local cafes (FIFA10 & COD4)
Office staff @ ESPGL (Movie and column editing)

Need a job. Intro me please! T.T I'm almost dead broke nao. ):

Internet is back!

Almost more than 20 days without internet stealing my neighbor's internet connection. Finally got my internet connection back. Apparently it's my stupid wireless which screws up everything. Now even the password also gone, but luckily my sister's boyfriend fixed it up for me! Finally! I! can! online! againnnn! :D



But I still feel sad about my MUET test. Back to nerd rageeee! >(

You left me?

You've just leave here. That's just way beyond I can ever imagine. Too far, until I never even thought of that could be happening.

I heard crack sound within me. Sigh..

Hectic lifestyle but looks promising

Hectic like crazy this semester. Just when I thought I can relax for a while after I took my Biology quiz on Friday last week, another quiz is coming on my way, this Wednesday. OMG! Short semester so hectic! OMG I don't know if I can handle the quiz this time! >_< Wanted to relax, but then now since there's another quiz, I can't relax. I have to work like crazy until my midterm finish, which is next week. :/

Recently played back an old game. A game I've been playing since form 2 and it had been with me throughout my adolescent stage. Don't know why, suddenly felt like playing that game again and dig out all my old games. Install it into my desktop, and I can't stop playing it now. :P

I'm grateful that I have friends who are always ready to listen to me and stand by my side and help me think of an solution to my current financial situation. Friends can be very extreme sometimes. They can be smiling in front of you, but backstabbing behind your back, talk bad about you while you not around, telling all your friends about how bad you are last time. I never like this kind of matter because for me, friends are something you MUST have when you're outside doing/working/fighting for yourself. Without friends, you're probably end up "dying on the roadside without anyone notice".

I'm going to apply loan for my studies this coming August. Since my friend had already told me how does it work. I believe I can get it without any problem. Since he had been saying that no money to support me financially, I might as well depend on myself and get to where I want myself to be. Then now, I will never need his help anymore and we can draw a clear line with him once and for all.

Other than that, selling my current house also another issue, but thankfully I met someone who are more than willing to help me. How should I thank them after so much help they offered me? I'm really grateful that I have so many friends support me behind my back while I'm facing this issue, issue that I thought I can never solve it myself.

My world are definitely look much more clearer than before! I believe I can solve the problem, I believe I can get what I want myself to get, and what I want to be! I can do it!

Overhead Bridge is finally done!

Don't know if is a new or an old news, but the overhead bridge from KDU after tunnel to go 1Utama has finish their construction and good to go for the drivers! OMFG finally! I think they took more than five years just to build that road! So do remember to keep RIGHT if you want to go to 1Utama or further down as keeping LEFT only can lead you to Taman Tun or make an U-turn.

On the side note, the U-turn above the tunnel is widen! This is good. There's a saying, the bigger the road is, the wealthier the country is!

Hopefully Malaysia can boleh laaa. :/