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This blog is practically collecting dust since I am so busy with my life. Been throwing myself into all kinds of jobs and I am happy to say that I actually love it.

I did not blog for my entire short semester due to the workload I have to bare, in studies and work.
I am going to have my holiday for 2 weeks from now, ends at 15th of August. Move to Ara Damansara since July 10th. Close to 3 weeks and I missed my old house actually.
Past two days I volunteer to help out in a 30 hours famine event by helping them to take pictures. Yes so I am the photographer for the event. Get to know alot of friends there.


You can go to my facebook profile page to see a bigger picture of this. I am just too lazy to upload a bigger size cause it's going to take alot of time for me to do so.

Anyways, life have been good to me and I truly appreciate it. Last semester I have 1 B, 2 C and 1 D. Luckily that D is UIU subject so is considered as pass. But I am still thinking of retaking it cause I do not want to look bad in my CGPA.
I like this song. <3

Finals

Tomorrow is my first day of exam. Die liao.

The okok recent me

Just finished my midterm and another two quiz which I am not satisfied about. I guess I can kiss As good bye. I kind of screw up my Effective Listening because my lecturer gave an instruction about the page length and I only wrote one and quarter page. I do not know how will he access my paper but I really hope for the best because I cannot screw up this paper. Another paper would be Group Dynamics. I did not do so well on my first quiz, only managed to score 7 out of 15. Today I did another quiz, which is 10 and a half out of 15. So basically I had lost 12 and half marks out of 30. I can kiss As good bye for my Group Dynamics.

As for Writing for Media, I think I am doing pretty well at the moment, just that I need to see my midterm marks and my first assignment marks to double confirm if I should kiss my As goodbye. Critical Thinking would be pain in the ass. I am required to do SEVEN journals, access, summarize and explain to my lecturer tomorrow. Best thing? Not one journal is done. And the worst is that I have to present it on 30th of March, which is exactly 15 days later. I really need alot of luck for this semester because this is the first time I feel pressured on getting good grades for my paper.

But for the good news, I have found a house. Located near Taman Paramount LRT Station. It is a good venue because they have everything there. Supermarket, morning market my mom always go. Whatever you can think off, it is there. I am truly happy now because we finally got ourselves a house. So another problem just settled.

Problems are easy to solve when you talk things out. Of course you need to give some space to the other party because it is still fresh.

I know I am a problem solver. So for now I need to concentrate on my studies so that I can graduate fast!

Work!

I have decided to work since I only have three days class. Try to support myself since I am old enough. Classes are being like a bitch. And I've been busy all these few days because classes are like.. hectic.

Today get to meet my friends while I am on my way to One Utama to get a part time job. HEHE!



Recently registered as a candidate to vote for one of the political party. Never thought of that I would register that also. LOL!

Midterm!

Mid term tomorrow. OMG I have not even start reading my notes! Crap..

Monday - Intro to news reporting

Tuesday - College Algebra

Then continue by classes. OMGGGGGG!

Life isn't the same two years ago.

Sometimes I wonder, if this changes will ever benefit me. When I think deeply, in a way it does benefit me in terms of shaping me into a better person. But I do wonder what if there's no such event happened to me, will I be what I am today?

I was only 21 when I knew about that. I had to carry such burden at the age of 21, where I suppose to enjoy my adulthood. So, should I blaming people or do something about it? I can't remember what I did that time but I know what I'm doing now. I'm trying to make things right. I've been looking for part time job, event job from every advert I encounter.

For now, I just want to earn my own money without asking my mother for allowance. I'm already 23 and there's no room for me to kept on ask my mother for money just because I'm still studying. If that happened few years back, I wouldn't give a damn about it because I'm still a immature kid who thinks one kind.

Now, I've changed. I'm more talkative, friendly and prone to making friends. Maybe the maturity comes along when I grow older, who knows. (: But what I know is that I will try my best not to be a spoil brat like I was last time.

Double degree is not easy as it seems, but it's not as hard as I thought would be. I'm confident that I can complete the syllabus and I will graduate, attend convocation, make my mother and my sisters proud. It's been such a long time since I actually wrote my feelings that I'm trying to hide. It's actually feels great after I let it out and also I can reinforce my goal.