Moving Forward

I think we did another step on moving forward to my dream. One team that I've been dreaming to beat, been train myself so hard to beat, been telling myself I can do it. I finally did, although we lost two map after that, but I am really proud of my man already. They are showing me how much they are wanting it and they show me they can do it. I believe the next time if we meet each other, we will be having a better chance of beating them. I know we can. I know my mans can. I know I can. Wait for me. I'll be coming back for you all.

Out of difficulties, makes miracle

Today went to my college to register. Surprisingly they said I've already registered, eventhough I didn't do anything at all. Weird eh? But I need to go back to college on Friday for orientation. I sound like freshies. wtf! Hopefully I can finish my college faster, stop wasting time already.

New blog layout

Here's my new blog layout. I myself kind satisfied with the design and such. At least it looks more "alive". I'll be keeping this layout cause I really like the design, the way it looks. :P

Something happened. Someone talked to me. He inspires me. I'm planning to push myself all the way. He is the one who inspires me, taught me mostly everything. I don't want to disappoint him cause I know how much this meant to him. I'll strive my best. I'll give my best. No matter what, I'll prove it to everyone this time. I've done once, I believe I can do that again. Nothing can stop me!

Tomorrow have to take report from my doc. Wonder what's the report gonna be like. Hopefully nothing biggie.

Having new toy soon. :D Already had one, tomorrow collect another one. Yay!

New toy!

Just realized

I just realize, and found out that..

I'm not young anymore.

During the conversation my friends had, I found out that I'm no longer at my puberty stage. I'm no longer a kid. I cannot be so irresponsible.

I'm an adult. I'm a grown up. I'm twenty two this year, twenty three is coming to me.

Entitled

Took a blood test with my friend today morning. I wouldn't say it's a disaster, cause I'm not having fever or whatsoever, just a little feeling of unwell. Hopefully I'll recover by then. Today I was quite happy laa. Cause it's the first time I really went out after I sick and I got back without having any fever or flu. I get to see alot of me in like next Monday! So I'll know what I have, and what I don't.

Soon there's another competition. I don't really sees that as important as it is, but I'll just play. I won't go fully, but I'll do my best. Because alot of people sick these few days, and my team didn't get to train. Not trying to get a reason for me to lose, but I don't quite find the urge to compete already. Maybe it's because of the management. Sigh.

I'm SEGI-an!

Oh yeah forget to mention, I'm officially SEGI-an now. Just that I have yet to register. The semester starts at 21st of August. Hopefully I can finish my course as fast as possible. I've been dragging my studies for too long. I think it's time for me to concentrate on my studies instead of something else.

B U T !

I'm not really happy about the management. At first I have to pay MYR100 just to send my transcript to United States to check if I'm illegible to be their student. If I knew I can save this MYR100 I could have just fuck them and go straight to the department. Wasted MYR100 for nothing. Silly staffs. And they actually making me feel that I'm not good enough for their college. There's this fella telling me that they having 70% of passing rate in their college.

Of course la! Your paper is so damn easy, which clarified by my friends who transferred earlier. If your paper is easy and yet no high passing rate means something is wrong with your college right? But I choose to ignore and just say yes to whatever he said.

It took me like almost 2 months to wait the confirmation letter to arrive my doorsteps. Before this I was worried cause my results wasn't that good for me to apply UIU. Whoever knows me in college they would know I'm actually a ADP student, where I'll transfer to another country to complete my studies. But due to some family issue, I was not able to transfer and I was forced to stop studying in my previous college and I need to move to another college. Bad thing is that KDU doesn't offer psychology course. If they offer it'd be easy for me cause KDU is like few kilometers away from my place. And I got alot of friends studying there as well. But, too bad laa!

Whatever it is, I've received my confirmation letter and now what I need to do is to register myself and I'll start my course right away! Hopefully I can follow the schedule and finish my whole course as fast as possible because I'm waiting to throw something..