My dream

Today was another step forward to my dream.

Dream that I was daydreaming about.

A dream that many people want it, but not all of them getting it.

A dream that is not easily achievable, but I'm moving forward to it.

A dream that I would never thought I can achieve, but it's happening in front of my eyes.

A dream that I've wished since young, but I don't need to dream it anymore.

I will move forward, I will stay focus, I will work hard.

I believe I can. I believe I can do it. I believe with the helps I had, I can be the best.

No one is gonna stop me from it. No one can stop me. No one could stop me.

There's no way for them to stop me from it. I will go for it, step by step.

I know I can.

Fucked

That's the only word I can describe my current situation. No more options. What's left just an option that I have to force myself to take. No more decision making, no more options to choose from. Like I said, fucked.

Isn't a little young for a person like me to face these situation? Is a big amount where I don't even know how am I suppose to find it from. Even work as full time I doubt I can do so. Part time is even worse.

Where should I find a big amount of sum to cover up? Where do I find a job that gives me the pay of what I need to cover? Where can I go? Who can I go? What should I do? Why now? Why not few years later? Why so soon?

Why do I need to face these problem in such a young age? People like my age still enjoying their moments or even their life in college. A big amount. A couple of stuff for me to worry. Family, Financial, Future.

Like I say, fucked.

I'm officially hate the f alphabet.

I wonder when can this problem solve. Probably take years, or worse, few decades. I'm just a fucking twenty two year old brat and I need to take care of stuffs that I should be taking care of at least 2 years later.

Dream coming true?

I really hope my dreams will come true.

The dream that I've been dreaming all these while,

the dream that everyone been dream about,

the dream that everyone desired,

the dream that everyone is going after.

Will the dream come true?

Will this dream actually become real?

Will this dream made me become something?

Will this dream give me something?

I really hope so.

I want to make this dream become reality.

I want to make this dream become the center of everyone's focus point.

I want to make something.

Cyberfusion

Cyberfusion was a blast. I was part of the record breaker and we successfully broke the record. Previous record was 203 participant with 36 hours. Our very own Malaysian record was 274 participant with 40 hour. I must say this was something for Malaysian to cheer about. At least we showed that we are capable to do something impossible.

I was CF0020.

We played tons of games and joined all the lan party mini tournament.



Who say Malaysia tak boleh? Who said Bolehland tak boleh? Malaysia BOLEH!! 274 participants have proven to every other Malaysian. When there's a will, there's a way. Come on Malaysian! Do something impossible to show everyone that we are capable to do the impossibles!

Event

That's why I never like to celebrate. It's like cursed. Seriously, fuck it. I never want to celebrate it again.