My Life, My Options

Second post of the year #2

2012-01-23T04:44:00.001+08:00

Second post of the year.. Let see what happened since the last blog post..

Went to Amoeba Leadership Camp. Basically is to train up ourselves to be a leader in our field. I learnt alot on that day, especially during one particular session. I don't think I will ever forget that moment. From there, I also get to know that alot of people actually care about me very much, just that they did not show it out.

Not only, I also felt that I've completely let go of my past. I had choose to let my past fade away instead of keeping myself into it. The feeling was awesome and I am much relaxed compared to last time.

After that, went for shopping with my friends and family. Managed to buy a shoe, belt, wallet! Finally new stuff to celebrate Chinese New Year! I thought I won't be buying anything for this Chinese New Year cause tight budget and such. I am happy now! (x

I want to change myself. I know it is not easy for a person to change especially after so long but I will try my best to change. I want to be a better person. I want to be stronger. I want to be someone my family and friends can look up to.

This year marks my existence for a quarter century. I am glad that previous events had not brought me down and since they did not bring me down, they will only make me stronger!

This year's Chinese New Year is completely different. Both my sister are married and I'm all alone with my mother. Whole house became really silent without me realizing it. Life really catching up now. I will to move along with time or else I'll left behind!

First day of CNY, and IMY. Hope to see you as soon a possible. <3

Mixed feelings

2012-01-03T02:51:00.001+08:00

From the day I told you I have feelings for you, till today. There are too many things I wanted to tell you. Of course, I doubt you'll want to listen because you don't really bother. Why in the world you would want to listen to me in the first place?

I can't really find a proper way to tell you how i feel now. Im in need of someone to talk to and it is not easy for me to held it within myself for this long because I don't usually do this.

Sometimes I thought I had a chance, but sometimes I feel that I'm just another guy in your life. I really want to be there with you when you are upset about the things you encounter, go mad with you when you having stress that you can hardly handle, go happy with you when you have happy things to share. I really want to be the person who you will first to find when you have something to share, but clearly I am not the person.

Probably it is too short for us to be together since we only knew each other less than 100 days. I am willing to wait. I am willing to be there for you when you need someone be there for you. I want to be there for you to go through the things with you, held you up when you are down, cheer you up when you are upset, lift you up when you fall down. I really do.

Probably I'm too annoying for asking so many questions. That's because you are in my heart. I can't stand not knowing where are you because I worry about your safety. I'm not checking on you but I just want to know if you're safe and sound. I know it is too much to ask for. So now, I stop. I don't message you randomly so that you don't feel that I'm annoying.

Sometimes, I really hope that you know how I actually feel. But i know, it is impossible. ):

Two months without a post

2011-12-10T03:14:00.003+08:00

Wow, didn't realized I did not post anything since October, this place must be dusty by now. Let see what I have been doing for the past two months.

I had joined a non governmental organization named Amoeba. They cater themselves to help out the society by visiting the unfortunates kids who got issues from their family or gotten dumped since they were a little kid. I am glad that I get to know them cause this had became my new aim in my life. I never had a aim since I was 19 and I needed one now to change my direction in my life. Previous post I mentioned about volunteer. Yes I am still volunteering myself to help out whoever is in need and I cannot stress how happy I am currently. In the space of two months, I had visited three orphanage home, and joined CATA camp for the second time

Honestly I cannot stress how good is CATA camp because there are no words to describe the experience I had been through in CATA camp. What I can say is, give it a try and you definitely will not regret of paying MYR190. Besides, MYR40 from MYR190 will be sponsoring an orphan to participate as well. So while you sponsor a kid to join CATA camp to learn new things, you learn new things too! Isn't that one stone two bird?

Coming soon there will be big projects coming along where I will be super busy because I am part of the committee. I just hope I can cope it because those task will not be easy. It is not things that I had done before and I certainly do not want to fail anyone simply because I do not want to disappoint them for putting so much trust in me.

Upcoming events:

1) Christmas Party

2) Home Visit by me

3) Amoeba Leadership Camp

4) Amoeba Launching

5) 30 hour famine leadership camp

6) Actual 30 hour famine

6 task to complete next year. I hope I can complete these task with flying colors. Of course I do not want to fail any of my subjects because it will be wasting time for me to retake and not to mention the amount of money I have to pay to retake. Ish!

My new girlfriends.

P.S: ILY. <3

义工

2011-10-01T05:26:00.001+08:00

不知为什么，自己会那么喜欢义工。以前还没有做的时候，就觉得好像很麻烦。有很多东西要做，有很多人要依赖你。有很多东西要准备。

可是，现在的我好像真的是180度转变。既然爱上了义工。而且还试着带我的朋友一同参与。开始怀疑我到底是不是有问题。可是我真的深深爱上了做义工。昨天刚刚参加了一个义工的年庆。看到那么多的新朋友，真的很感触。因为真的有很多人想为这个社会做出贡献。所以我也不可以输。

这次的义工，必须去outstation. 所以我现在是在前往着滨城，做30 hours famine, 饥饿30的摄影师。跟上回一样，也适当摄影师。可是上回没有饿到，这次会是饥饿着拍照。

我希望我的人生可以那么充实，不要在懒懒散散了。滨城，我来了！出发！

我爱你，有错吗？

2011-09-22T19:59:00.001+08:00

你知不知道；到你说你感觉到很怕我的时候，我真的痛了。

2011-09-22T12:27:00.001+08:00

昨天是我人生中最长的三十分钟。从来没有经历过那么长的三十分钟。在那里，一直忍受。可是一开车的时候就崩溃了，开到回家。

我明白了。现在的我，伤痕累累。没想到，唯一的爱人资格都被取走。就连爱人的资格都没有。

今天妈妈叫我起床的时候，就已经发现我有问题。可是我否认。知我父母心，一点都没错。

别人都以为我很喜欢笑，别人都以为我很乐观，别人都以为我是笑娃娃，每天都在逗人笑。是，我是逗人笑，因为我不想别人好像我这样，每天愁眉苦脸。其实我也不想这样，可是我的性格和我周遭的事情，没办法让我不愁眉苦脸。

很多人都以为我开心果，可是又有多少人知道我正真快乐的时候而是少之又少。有多少人知道我面对的问题。

有时候我真的不想再掩饰。真的有一点累，因为每天都要带着那张面具，让别人以为我很快乐。可是，谁又能了解我的心情？

我，累了。我想休息。不想再想那么多。

Posting through iPhone, like FINALLY!!

2011-09-16T19:08:00.001+08:00

Finally they made an app for bloggers I was starting to wonder if they going to neglect the users of blogspot Instead since they took SOOOOOOO long just to make one friggin app. Plus, I doubt it is hard to "compose" this app cause it's only 1.2mb and I downloaded it like less than 5 sec, wtf?

Anyways, yay finally they published this app and finally I get to write post from my iPhone!

Btw, that's recent me! Don't know how this attachment would turn out, let's hope for the best! :D

Random Post #1

2011-08-02T01:42:00.002+08:00

Reading back my entries made me want to write a blog post. I have decided to disclose the recent me and the life of last semester. Let's go clockwise alright? We'll start from last semester.

I took Critical Thinking, Writing for Media, Group Dynamics and Effective Listening. 1 Level 100 paper, 2 Level 200 and 1 Level 300 paper. It's not as easy as I thought it was but also not as hard if I actually motivate myself to study harder. I was on the verge of breaking down cause my lecturer rejected my journals that I had picked for my research topics. That's not all. I had to cover on my Effective Listening, Writing for Media and Group Dynamics class as some of them do have group projects. So there's where the problems start kicking in.

Critical Thinking was really pain in the ass because I had to find 7 journals to support my research topics and believe me, it is not easy to find journals and suitable journals for your research topic. The first time I found 7 journals, only 3 are usable

My lecturer's remark was: "Research topic too broad. Please focus on one area."

I was like wtffff?!

So I had to change my topic and make it a little more specific. I had to crack my head and think of another. Thank god I found a topic specific enough. Found 7 journals and showed her, she said this to me..

"The first three journals are fine but not the last four. It's totally not related to the topic."

Geez! I was quite close to mental breakdown because I had other projects on hand! But thank god I get her approval right before the deadline and I get to finish my research topic before my presentation.

This was the only subjects that gets to my nerves. Other are quite okay because we worked in a group. So it is much easier since I can rely on my groupmates. At the end, I got my results; D for Critical Thinking, C for Group Dynamics and Writing for Media. I got B for Effective Listening! So I guess I'm a good listener afterall. :P

Comes to this short semester which only lasted for 7 weeks. I had midterms during week 4 and luckily I took easy subjects. 1 Level 300 paper and 1 Level 100 paper. It was okay cause I had already familiarize with the lecturer's style of teaching and the assignment she gave.

All I hope for is to pass both of this subjects. I do not wish to retake the subject again because I already running out of time. I do not want to waste my time. I want to graduate before the end of next year. But two senior projects just does not allow me to do so. Guess I only get to graduate in the year of 2013. I left less than 15 subjects if I'm not mistaken + 2 senior project. So hopefully I can rush it. Sighhhhh... :/

wha'ever

2011-08-01T03:09:00.005+08:00

This blog is practically collecting dust since I am so busy with my life. Been throwing myself into all kinds of jobs and I am happy to say that I actually love it.

I did not blog for my entire short semester due to the workload I have to bare, in studies and work.
I am going to have my holiday for 2 weeks from now, ends at 15th of August. Move to Ara Damansara since July 10th. Close to 3 weeks and I missed my old house actually.
Past two days I volunteer to help out in a 30 hours famine event by helping them to take pictures. Yes so I am the photographer for the event. Get to know alot of friends there.

You can go to my facebook profile page to see a bigger picture of this. I am just too lazy to upload a bigger size cause it's going to take alot of time for me to do so.

Anyways, life have been good to me and I truly appreciate it. Last semester I have 1 B, 2 C and 1 D. Luckily that D is UIU subject so is considered as pass. But I am still thinking of retaking it cause I do not want to look bad in my CGPA.
I like this song. <3

Holiday....NOT!

2011-05-20T03:13:00.003+08:00

Although is already second week of my holiday, I did not do anything much but work. I have been working on the day I finish my exam until today. I'm so exhausted and tired but at the same time, I need money to sustain myself cause I cannot depend on my mom and sisters anymore. I should be independent by this age but I am not.

Sighh..

But I get to know alot of friends from work! Some of them stay nearby, some stayed very far but I guess we will still meet in work. This work is very relaxing to be honest. I just need to talk to customer and such, not to mention I also get to watch movie for free! So yeah. I had watched Pirates of the Caribbean, Priest and Kungfu Panda 2! One minor flaw about that work, which is I have to wear formal. Suits is what I am talking about. Some cinemas are blardy hot and I had to wear formal. >_>

Next week is the final week of my holiday and I did not went on a trip. So sad.

Finals

2011-05-03T00:07:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow is my first day of exam. Die liao.

Happy Birthday

2011-04-05T06:47:00.003+08:00

to myself! Didn't get to celebrate cause I am in the middle of tough week. I need to complete a training module and prepare my presentation on Wednesday. This year's birthday, nothing special. Only bought some camera gadgets for myself. And my mom gave me some token. Next maybe post I will put up the gadgets I bought!

This month is quite hectic for me cause I need to conduct a training in class and a talk show as well. I am kind of exhausted for now, been sleeping at least 5am in the morning. Everyday took like 2 hours of nap and sleep for 3 hours then I had to wake up to continue my projects. How I wish I can spend some time with someone I adores, somewhere far enough for me to forget things that been bugging me.

The okok recent me

2011-03-15T21:22:00.003+08:00

Just finished my midterm and another two quiz which I am not satisfied about. I guess I can kiss As good bye. I kind of screw up my Effective Listening because my lecturer gave an instruction about the page length and I only wrote one and quarter page. I do not know how will he access my paper but I really hope for the best because I cannot screw up this paper. Another paper would be Group Dynamics. I did not do so well on my first quiz, only managed to score 7 out of 15. Today I did another quiz, which is 10 and a half out of 15. So basically I had lost 12 and half marks out of 30. I can kiss As good bye for my Group Dynamics.

As for Writing for Media, I think I am doing pretty well at the moment, just that I need to see my midterm marks and my first assignment marks to double confirm if I should kiss my As goodbye. Critical Thinking would be pain in the ass. I am required to do SEVEN journals, access, summarize and explain to my lecturer tomorrow. Best thing? Not one journal is done. And the worst is that I have to present it on 30th of March, which is exactly 15 days later. I really need alot of luck for this semester because this is the first time I feel pressured on getting good grades for my paper.

But for the good news, I have found a house. Located near Taman Paramount LRT Station. It is a good venue because they have everything there. Supermarket, morning market my mom always go. Whatever you can think off, it is there. I am truly happy now because we finally got ourselves a house. So another problem just settled.

Problems are easy to solve when you talk things out. Of course you need to give some space to the other party because it is still fresh.

I know I am a problem solver. So for now I need to concentrate on my studies so that I can graduate fast!

Recent me

2011-02-25T00:00:00.003+08:00

Too many things happened recently till I need to keep myself alone to think about the issues. Of course there are some good stuff happened. But bad things would be things that I had never thought of before.

I really did not know that at all until the night he told me. I am happy that he is being sincere to me but I find it hard to accept it. It takes time definitely and I still need more time to process the information I got it yesterday. Whatever it is, I still wish that both of them will have a happy ending.

I watched I am number four on Monday. I get to watch it premier cause my friend won four tickets to be one of the first to watch the movie It was a pretty decent show I must say and I enjoyed every bit of its CGI cause it was really awesome.

I really do not wish to remember sad things that I had encountered. I find it stupid to be dwell into the past and I never like to be staying in past. But sometimes reality just does not go along the way.

Now I need vacation. I need to get away from this place and take a break. But, where to? And, with who? :(

I do not know, what to trust anymore. Faith and courage had failed me, miserably. I find it hard to trust again.

...

2011-02-18T16:25:00.000+08:00

I am a bastard child. Enough said

Facebook?

2011-02-09T21:44:00.003+08:00

I have deactivated my facebook. Partly was because of my studies. Been neglecting alot even I get an okay result. But now I want to do better since I am doing double major. Need to put more effort as my syllabus is getting tougher and tougher.

Been wanting to deactivate my account long time ago but just do not have the time and guts to do so. Don't ask me why. I have no idea as well. I just feel like deactivate it.

Tomorrow will be my first day of working. So excited! :3 Can't wait for it but commitment needed and that's my weakest. I hardly can commit to anything and the last time I tried to commit, I ended up quitting the job. :S Hopefully this time around I can change things

COMMITMENT! AHHHHHHHHHHH!

My song of the week. Released 1st May 2010 @ iTunes.

Chinese New Year!

2011-02-08T06:09:00.004+08:00

Chinese New Year was quite nice despite it is not as happening compare to last year's, but I don't really mind cause for the first time, I spare myself from eating with him. Something new to me I guess. If I'm not mistaken, I have no seen him since this year. I am intend to keep it this way since he does not have the heart.

My cousin's birthday falls on the day she visited my place, along with my other relatives! We had a cake from Secret Recipe! It is an awesome cake. Now I'm missing the cake. We had gambling session like every previous year to follow our tradition. This year I only won MYR16, but my sister lost like MYR100+ We played black jack, in-between and some other weird games. It was really fun cause I get to hang out with my cousins again!

After that we went for dinner. New Paris Restaurant! Pretty decent but is a little expensive I'd say. Two tables for MYR393. My brother in-law paid everything, but my aunt insist she wanted to pay some. So I guess there will be another dinner coming soon. But I'm going to work soon so probably I can't make it. Sighhh. :/

This Thursday I'm going to start my work. I am going to work in a petstore in One Utama! So do let me know if you want to buy anything from the petstore so that you will not be coming over knowing it is out of stock. Now I am thinking of what should I do. Apparently there is a better job offer and is indirectly linked to my study field but I had already promised this job. Dilemma! >_<

Sometimes I wonder if everything in this world has its own calculation. When I say to myself "Yeah everything has its own way to calculate", I was proved wrong. Because I can never calculate how you think, or what you think about me. I know that there might be alot more guys would do the same thing I did for you but I just hope that you can be sincere to me since I had been doing the same thing. Just hope that one day you would look for me and say "Look, I know you're nice and all but we're not going to work out." If you tell me that at least I know to stop. But now you are making me hanging in the middle of nowhere and it is starting to cause misery in me. I am no Saint nor robot. I have my own feelings and I do need someone to pamper me too.

Last but not least, I'd like to share this song to everyone who came across this blog.

You made me wonder.

2011-01-28T03:49:00.004+08:00

Sometimes I wonder who am I to you. I just don't get it. I have been doing things all these while and trying show you that I am there for you but you just does not seem to notice that. That really made me heart break if you ever wonder. I am really wondering if there is any guy who willing to sacrifice as I do to you. You just made me wonder should I continue my plans or back off.

I love this picture alot because I took it when I was with you. But I guess you will never know about this too.

A little hint please? :/

Work!

2011-01-19T22:39:00.004+08:00

I have decided to work since I only have three days class. Try to support myself since I am old enough. Classes are being like a bitch. And I've been busy all these few days because classes are like.. hectic.

Today get to meet my friends while I am on my way to One Utama to get a part time job. HEHE!

Recently registered as a candidate to vote for one of the political party. Never thought of that I would register that also. LOL!

Results are out!

2011-01-10T17:57:00.003+08:00

Lucky enough, I got Bs for my Photography and a very unexpected subject; Intercultural Communication. I thought I'm going to get C or fail the subject but surprisingly I got a B! As for Cs are my college algebra, moral and introduction to news reporting. Phew! Luckily no fails or else I am going to kill myself. All results are fit well into my expected results but I really didn't expect to get a B for my intercultural class. Shoooo happy! :D :D

Happy new year! 2011

2011-01-01T00:24:00.002+08:00

Happy new years guys! Hopefully I'll get a better year in 2011. Not to say 2010 isn't good enough, but I think 2011 it's going to be a blast! :)

Broga Hills

2010-12-16T02:42:00.002+08:00

I went Broga Hills with friends this morning! We went at around 3 in the morning, reach Semenyih around 4 ish. But since all of us haven't been there before, we ended up went to the wrong place. But luckily we found the place before everyone moved. I admit, it was difficult for me to climb Broga Hills because I didn't really do any warm up, and awake for 12 hours. So basically I am kind of exhausted and near to faint when I got up there. I took a 15 minute rest just to catch up my breath. >_>

BUT IT WAS WORTH IT! This is my first time climbing up to a mountain to witness a nature change; sunrise. I never thought this could actually gave me a new meaning of life.

One little thing that I kind of regret. We totally forgot to take a group shot. :( So sad! All of us totally forgot about this! ARGHHHHH!

If you want to see more, go check out my album on facebook! :D

Finals is OVER!

2010-12-11T02:32:00.003+08:00

Finally! My last paper; Intercultural is over! Gosh I had a couple mistakes on the table I draw but that doesn't matter since it is not gonna cost alot of marks. I'm guessing should be able to get around 8 marks? Hopefully 10 or more though. LOL!

After exam, we went to eat Poon Choy at Sg.Buloh! OMG it is sooooo delicious! There's prawn, chicken, duck, seafood, abalone and lots more! Whole dish took 10 of us an hour to finish! It is a little costly, but it is worth it cause there's various of food inside the dish! It is been so long I actually that relax and drink with friends. We went Friendscino cafe had a couple of drinks, then we went back at approximately 1 in the morning.

I am a free man until January! Ask me out k? :D

"Suey" day!

2010-12-10T00:49:00.003+08:00

In Hokkien, whenever someone said: "Wah today I damn suey ah!" means they had a really bad day.

I was trapped in a lift, first time in my life I was trapped in a friggin lift while I was on my way to examination hall for my Moral paper! I was like "wtf?!" when the lift stopped at 6th floor while my examination hall was located at 9th floor. But weird enough that I did not have slight fear on that incident, but was laughing all the way with my friend whose trapped as well. It took them like 5 minutes for them to noticed that we were trapped and at least 10 minutes for them to save us. And yes, my friend and I was late for the test but that was not the most "suey" part.

When I reached the examination hall, I thought they would ask why are we late. But instead of that question, they asked another! "Who sent you guys up?" the examiner asked. I was confused because the seating indicated that I was suppose to take my paper on the 9th floor. So why was she asking me this question? Apparently there was a mixed up with the schedule and after sat down for 5 minutes watching people doing their papers, my friends and I was being called to go down to 1st floor to take our finals. Seriously, they need to improve in this. Luckily this is not a very important paper or else I am going to file a complain about it! -_-

On the other hand, my friend won 4 premier tickets to watch Narnia on Cineleisure. That movie was awesome. Guess my day was not that "suey" afterall. TEEHEE!

We won!

2010-12-07T00:47:00.002+08:00

Yes! The event my class did, collaborated with Communication club has brought the glory to SEGi Subang because we are crowned Champion! Yes you heard me! We won ten thousand Ringgit! TEEHEE! Seriously, is quite some time since I am so involved into college activities. This win really pushing me forward and want to win more. :D

Finals, and other things.

2010-12-05T11:32:00.004+08:00

My lecturer not really liked the video I made, FOR MONTHS! Okay maybe I am a little over-exaggerate but still?! I spent countless hours to do this video. :( Finally this week has come to an end. Submitted 6 assignment on Wednesday and Friday, did 2 presentation on Tuesday and Thursday. Woooooo finally I am off the project. Nothing much for me to worry except the scrap book and finals that are due next week. Scrap book should not be a problem since I just need to find the history of Bajau and such. The only thing I am worried are my finals. Also not to mention that I spent alot this week just to do my printings! I think at least 50 bucks burned to printings. Kind of overspent this semester!

Monday - News Reporting / 9.30am till 11.30am
Wednesday - College Algebra / 9.30am till 11.30am, Moral Studies / 1pm - 3pm
Friday - Intercultural Communication / 4pm till 6pm

Good god! I am in the verge of mental breakdown after going through so many rough weeks. Although I had already over the most toughest week, but still finals is not going to be easy as well. Hopefully the coming week will go easy on me.

Next week; do or die

2010-11-24T01:52:00.002+08:00

Though this week isn't that hectic, it's still quite happening. Was suppose to have presentation on Tuesday, ended up the lecturer say next week. -_- Damn suey la! Now left Friday, news reporting presentation and booth on the Saturday.

Next week! It's the most hectic week of this semester. First, one presentation on Monday for news reporting, then Tuesday college algebra presentation and report on Moral Ethics. Then Thursday one report and presentation from Intercultural. Last but not least, SIX assignment from photography due on Friday. Although it seem that I've almost completed my photography assignment, but I just not really convinced my work.

After that week, 4 finals is coming to me. Hopefully I can cope this through well. Toughest 47th week of all.

Bad week does not seem so bad afterall

2010-11-21T03:17:00.004+08:00

Luckily my lecturer has the heart and let us loose. So now the coming week I'm having 1 assignment to due on Monday, 1 presentation on Tuesday and Friday, 1 booth on Saturday. But Saturday booth event I'm having alot of work to do since I was elected as the designer of the stage. :S

So now, I need to paste my event poster around the college this coming Monday. If you happen to be free on Saturday, please do dropby to SEGi Subang as there's a big event going on! We're celebrating 1Malaysia with 12 different cultures. (:

I'm still struggling to come out with an idea to design the stage since I don't even know what powers do I have. Not to mention I'm not even done with my booth design yet. Good thing is that I know what I'm going to use for the floor. Still not that bad after all. So now at least I'm relax a little bit.

Dooms week ahead!

2010-11-10T19:27:00.001+08:00

Four presentation and one booth to be done by next week. God bless me. -__-

Midterm results

2010-11-03T14:53:00.002+08:00

23/30 for college algebra, 11.5/20 for news reporting. HEHE. Not good enough though cause it's not even 70% of the full mark. Hopefully can do better for the finals, assignment and presentation.

Finally registered for next semester classes. Taking group dynamics, effective listening, critical thinking and writing for media. From Monday till Wednesday, afternoon classes 12pm and 3.30pm. At least I don't have to wake up in the early morning just to go class and stuck in traffic jam.

HEAHAEHAHEHAHAE

So long!

2010-10-29T23:06:00.003+08:00

It is almost a month since I updated my blog with my latest info. I've been working my ass off for my syllabus. I just realized I have a hectic month ahead. I have 2 presentation, 1 one thousand five to two thousand words assignment, a booth and a report to hand in at the month of November. Geez I didn't realized till my friend mentioned to me today. I'm like WHHHHHHHAAATTT?!

So many things to do this month, I doubt I'll be free next month as well as I will be start working on my booth decoration and taking pictures for my assignments. Oh my goddd! Too much work till I have stopped looking for part time jobs already. My study life is too hectic till I cannot find any jobs to slot in. I have to work my ass off even during weekends.

Good thing though, at least I kept myself occupied. (:

Midterm is over!

2010-10-13T01:22:00.002+08:00

Yes it happened that fast! HEHE! Now I want to have dinner with friends and do my projects. Sigh so many things is coming to me.

Photography class. Hmm.. Gonna stress out soon just to think where and when to go do photoshoot. :S

Midterm!

2010-10-10T16:43:00.002+08:00

Mid term tomorrow. OMG I have not even start reading my notes! Crap..

Monday - Intro to news reporting

Tuesday - College Algebra

Then continue by classes. OMGGGGGG!

Camera, I want you!

2010-10-08T00:11:00.006+08:00

I need money now. Sigh, that's why I hate borrow people's stuff cause when they need it, they just take it back no matter what occasion. So I guess I have time until next week to get the money to buy a new camera or else I'm screwed. No camera, how am I suppose to take photos? ARGH This is beyond me! I can't think straight! Any kind soul willing to borrow the camera to me? :/

This is the picture my lecturer gave good compliment. :P Maybe I should sell my ps3 and iphone. ):

Click on it to see the picture. Bewarn, 56kb better watch out cause this file is 5mb+

Hmm, I'm thinking of getting a part time job. Hopefully that guy gonna hire me then I get income to buy camera! Planning to get 500D or 550D. Hmm..

NInja Joe!

2010-10-06T14:08:00.003+08:00

Was bored after class and decided to dropby Tropicana Mall since it's the nearest shopping mall compare to others, also wanted to get the adapter for my PS3. So was pratically wondering on the top floor cause that's where those cables are selling. Didn't really went downstairs to check out those stores. But this time I did, and thank god I made that choice. I walked pass this shop couple of times but just didn't really attract me cause the time always not right. It's either I am super busy or I just finish eating. But this time I was starving and was looking for food as well. :3

Walked in, bought a pork burger @ MYR5.50. To be honest, it's a lil overcharge but it's okay since I just want to try it out if is nice enough. The design is a lil not matching with the store concept. I mean.. Gundam + pork burger. What are the odds?

Anyways, I even snapped the picture of the price list so that you guys can see what you guys want before make a move to Tropicana Mall. :D

Here are the pictures!

I must say, the burgers are quite okay to my taste. It's not really that awesome, but not bad as well. But MYR5.50 for a burger? Not my choice man. :/ Not to mention it's not really that big as well.

Exhausted weeks and competition!

2010-10-01T12:20:00.003+08:00

I am putting myself into a competition again. This time, I'm aiming for the gold. rawrrrr! Been inactive alot these few days due to the hectic workload I got from my studies and other stuff, I'm so exhausted right now and need a break. So this competition come in as a break for me. So for now, besides the midterm I'm facing and couple of assignment I have to turn in next few weeks, I'm playing a competition as well. Wish me luck!

Oh yes the next blog post, it's not halal. XD HEHE!

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2010-09-19T02:26:00.003+08:00

Was really busy this and last week. My mom went to hospital twice for the first time. First time was because her backache due to overstretch while doing house work. Second was because her throat was swollen. She was worried that the tonsils might be blocking her breathing, so I was summoned back to home to send her to hospital. I was really worried sick. I almost couldn't hold myself together. I bet no one can actually see their loved ones went to hospital twice in a week.

And so she was admitted to hospital for further checkup. I was there two days with her, while my sisters were busy working. Luckily I was having holiday. :S These two days was the longest days in my life. I never had a proper sleep. Was taking naps on a chair while I can. My heard was totally broken when I see her like this. Life can be tough and fragile at the same time. That practically made me change my view on life.

She was discharged today afternoon but I wasn't there. I was trying to cover a news which I've promised my friend weeks ago. Whatever it is, I find that support from families and relatives are really important when comes to this kind of incident. Nothing can hold you other than the strength came from your family and relatives. I believe I've change my perspective on life and I do know that if I don't appreciate my time with my loved ones, I will regret for the rest of my life when they are gone.

Moral Studies

2010-09-09T23:06:00.002+08:00

already have the first assignment. And the word requirement is two thousand and five hundred words. Yay? I guess not. :/

One bad thing just happened to me. Apparently the appeal date is already over and I cannot appeal my results. Which means I HAVE to retake the subject in order for me to proceed my syllabus. wtf man. >_>

My injury doesn't seem to be cured yet. I still feel pain. AHHHHHH

Matta Fair!

2010-09-06T02:33:00.002+08:00

Work in PC fair was fun. And I thought I couldn't find any other fair can be as fun as PC fair. I guess I was wrong.

Matta Fair was fun! FUN! I never had that much fun since PC fair and I have to say I really did changed my views on other fairs cause I thought there's no any better fairs than PC fair.

I was working at one of the booth that promotes Langkawi package. It was bored at first, especially I'm working with other races and strangers. But as time goes by, when I get to know more about them, it's actually quite fun to hang out with them! They are sooooo nice to be with! Not to mention the salary payment is on the spot! HEHE!

During my lunch hour, I went to check out the other booth on fourth floor. It was the beauty fair, where all the beauty products are sold there. I also took some samples from beauty fair. Got some really nice stuff. Yay!

Oh and you expecting some picture, no I didn't take any. I was busy working the whole day laaa! Sorry. :P

Happy Independence Day!

2010-08-31T03:27:00.003+08:00

Here to wish everyone I know, Happy Independence day! Malaysia finally already 53 years old! Hopefully people can be more unite.

Off to Thailand!

2010-08-29T02:48:00.002+08:00

That's what my mom gonna be at for next few days. So for the mean time, I'm all alone by myself cause I know my sister definitely going to be out for the whole day. I need to think of what can I do this three days cause my mom going Hup Chai for 3 days, coming back on the Tuesday night.

Monday, I'm going to apply PTPTN and wait for them to contact me cause the bursary said it is going to take more than a month for them to approve my loan. So at the mean time, all I can do is wait. After that, do installment for my college fee then I can get my results. Oh my god, I don't see them doing things so efficient besides asking money from the student. .____.

Anyways, I found out my result even before I took my result slip. So after when I get my result, first thing I'm going to do is to talk to the lecturer, see which part I screw up the most. Because I'm really expecting at least a C for Interpersonal Communication. But she gave me a D. So worst case scenario would be me paying another MYR100 to remark my paper. Hopefully I can get C from there. :S

Part time job! I'm too lazy to find now, I'll just wait for that guy to call me and my friend to see if there's any available position because that fella say going to delay the opening. So latest would be around September. Yay!

This sucks.

2010-08-28T04:32:00.003+08:00

I failed my interpersonal communication. This sucks. .____. But good thing is that, I got B for my Bio. Still, it sucks to fail a subject that you are confident to pass, or at least a C. Planning to remark the paper. This sucks. ._____.

New semester coming soon!

2010-08-21T14:32:00.004+08:00

This is the last weekend I will ever spend before my college starts. Sigh, everything happened so fast. But luckily I'm done with my syllabus in time, now I just need to wait for the department to get my degree plan from UIU, then I can start follow up my syllabus. Since I got band 6 for my IELTS test, I can take UIU subjects anytime.

But currently I am having five subjects in this semester. Hopefully I can do well in this semester. Moral is taking two months only. So that wouldn't be affecting my syllabus at all. As for photography and intercultural, there will be no final exam. Intro to news reporting is a general subject on how to do news report, that should be come in handy for me as I had did some new reporting last time during part time work. As for the last subject; college algebra, maybe I need to put more effort into it since I am really suck at math. However, I have friends to take it with me so I guess that should be quite okay. As long as I get into groups with them, I'm good. <3

Next semester starts! I need to be more focus! Cut down games and such. Maybe spend more time on doing assignment, and not to mention I have part time job as well. I can do it. I know I definitely can handle the pressure.

IELTS result is OUT!

2010-08-14T22:59:00.002+08:00

Test Results;
Speaking: 6.5
Writing: 5.0
Reading: 6.0
Listening: 7.0
Overall Band Score: 6.0

Yes I passed UIU's requirement which is 5.0! One of my friends got 5.5, 6.0 and 6.5. Luckily four of us passed the IELTS test! Finally we can start taking UIU subjects.

I was worried sick that I might not be able to pass the requirement and didn't have proper sleep on the day before. Now left my Interpersonal and Bio. Hopefully I can get good results! *fingers crossed*

T3T Frag Highlight/Movie.

2010-08-12T17:22:00.001+08:00

Frag movie I did for my friends. I wasn't part of the team, but I'm just editing for them. Do watch and tell me what you think! :)

Life isn't the same two years ago.

2010-08-11T04:33:00.004+08:00

Sometimes I wonder, if this changes will ever benefit me. When I think deeply, in a way it does benefit me in terms of shaping me into a better person. But I do wonder what if there's no such event happened to me, will I be what I am today?

I was only 21 when I knew about that. I had to carry such burden at the age of 21, where I suppose to enjoy my adulthood. So, should I blaming people or do something about it? I can't remember what I did that time but I know what I'm doing now. I'm trying to make things right. I've been looking for part time job, event job from every advert I encounter.

For now, I just want to earn my own money without asking my mother for allowance. I'm already 23 and there's no room for me to kept on ask my mother for money just because I'm still studying. If that happened few years back, I wouldn't give a damn about it because I'm still a immature kid who thinks one kind.

Now, I've changed. I'm more talkative, friendly and prone to making friends. Maybe the maturity comes along when I grow older, who knows. (: But what I know is that I will try my best not to be a spoil brat like I was last time.

Double degree is not easy as it seems, but it's not as hard as I thought would be. I'm confident that I can complete the syllabus and I will graduate, attend convocation, make my mother and my sisters proud. It's been such a long time since I actually wrote my feelings that I'm trying to hide. It's actually feels great after I let it out and also I can reinforce my goal.

Pikom PC Fair 2010

2010-08-10T03:01:00.004+08:00

Worked in PC fair for the last weekend. It was fun and awesome! I get to know alot of friends and most of them are girls! HEHE!

I was selling a netbook cost MYR399. Although I didn't do really good in persuading people in purchasing it, but still I'm quite satisfied with my performance. I even got sore throat for now cause I shouted too much during the last day of PC fair. >_>

So tired after three days of work. And the pay is coming in two weeks later. Poor me! And the price for a meal in KLCC is crazy! MYR8 for a Lam Mee and MYR10 for a chicken rice + mineral water! So fucking expensiveee! ARGHHHH!

I need more jobs! <3

*No picture cause I was working all the time. ):

Today's happening

2010-08-05T01:15:00.003+08:00

I need to go KLCC tomorrow afternoon to have the training for PC fair. Yes, I got a job in PC fair, selling gadgets for Clarion. Yay to myself, finally I got a job which can withstand my expenses after I found out my wallet left MYR30+ and MYR50+ in my bank. Oh god I really need jobs right now. So dead broke! ARGHHHHH!

Had an interview this afternoon with my friend and I have a strong feeling that he is going to hire both of us because we're students, as the best occupation for his job position availability. Although there's one minus side where we only can work part-time, where it's a disadvantage to us. :/

After the interview, we went to look for Shane for a drink. Ended up we watched The Sorcerer's Apprentice! LOL! At first I thought it's like another Harry Potter alike movie, but I was wrong. I enjoyed the movie, from start till the end. Luckily it's not like another Harry ~~Pothead~~ Potter movie else I'd bored to death..

After the movie, we went to Klang to have our dinner and my friend have to accompany her boyfriend to have their candle light dinner. So me and Shane went look for Kew Sing, who was at Klang doing his work. Then have Boston Seafood there. But too bad, it's not open or it closed earlier than we expected.

Ended up, we came here;

The food we ordered;

After we finish our dinner, we went I-City!

It is really an unspeakable joy for me to have such relaxing "trip"

There are more but I am just too lazy to post all the pictures here. Go check it out at my photobucket if you want to see more of these nice pictures.

Off to sleep with this song stuck in my head. <3

IELTS is finished!

2010-08-01T22:53:00.002+08:00

Finally, the long awaited! IELTS finally finished! But I'm worried now. I don't think I did good on writing. I kind of screw up and they didn't give enough time for us to write the essays. OMG!

On the brighter side, I got an Iphone 3Gs! Yay! I know it's not the latest but hell, if I got money, sure I'll go for the latest right?! But I'll settle for this. <3

Yay.

IELTS Speaking test

2010-07-29T01:47:00.003+08:00

I bet you've seen this if you're currently pursuing your higher education such as degree. Because I'm going to take that very soon. In fact, it's tomorrow.

Tomorrow IELTS speaking test, 10am morning. To be honest, I'm kind of nervous now, although I've taken it before but in a different English test. But this time it's going to be 1 on 1 with the examiner, which really freaks me out.

FUCK.

Looking for job!

2010-07-20T01:11:00.004+08:00

I'm currently looking for event job. So broke now! I need more money! If you have any jobs to intro, do send me a message! My details are all on the right side of the contact details bar! :D

Experience;
Waiter @ FnB stall (Cineleisure)
Promoter @ PC fair (MyCore)
Promoter @ Comic feast (GameAxis)
Marshall @ WCG and local cafes (FIFA10 & COD4)
Office staff @ ESPGL (Movie and column editing)

Need a job. Intro me please! T.T I'm almost dead broke nao. ):

WCG 2010

2010-07-19T02:05:00.003+08:00

This year's WCG was organized by PIKOM, where they first time handling such big event after PC fair, I'd say they did a great job since this is the first time. Alot of helpful people are willing to give a hand to assist.

After three days of work, finally I have time to blog! Oh gosh I worked like a cow these few days. Oh I didn't mention that didn't I? I worked as a FIFA marshall in WCG in Friday, Saturday and Sunday. Though my job is quite easy, but the technician did not do a good job, hence I have to re-do and find out the problems that my participants faced.

Though is a tough job, I've met new friends and saw some of my old friends as well! OH met two of my friends who I lost contact for almost more than 2/3 years! Such a small world huh? (:

P.S: Job hunting atm. Free at weekends! If you have any job to offer me, do drop me a message please!

Internet is back!

2010-07-10T17:11:00.003+08:00

Almost more than 20 days ~~without internet~~ stealing my neighbor's internet connection. Finally got my internet connection back. Apparently it's my stupid wireless which screws up everything. Now even the password also gone, but luckily my sister's boyfriend fixed it up for me! Finally! I! can! online! againnnn! :D

But I still feel sad about my MUET test. Back to nerd rageeee! >(

MUET results are out!

2010-07-09T19:44:00.003+08:00

For those who are went for MUET during April, do check your result cause it's out! You can check your results from here. You can check your results through the below table, to know which category you in.

Band 6- Very good user (Aggregated score:260-300)
Band 5- Good user (Aggregated score:220-259)
Band 4- Competent user (Aggregated score:180-219)
Band 3- Modest user (Aggregated score:140-179)
Band 2- Limited user (Aggregated score:101-139)
Band 1- Extremely limited user (Below 100) Poor

My result;
Listening - 27/45
Speaking - 30/45
Reading - 77/120
Writing - 44/90

MUET full mark is 300. I got 178, which means I got band 3. I was just two marks away from band 4, which is SEGI's requirement to pass in order to take UIU subjects. WHAT THE FUCK!!!! TWO MORE MARKS! And yet they don't let me to go into band 4!

I'm about to go nerd rage. arghhh!

You left me?

2010-07-08T00:03:00.002+08:00

You've just leave here. That's just way beyond I can ever imagine. Too far, until I never even thought of that could be happening.

I heard crack sound within me. Sigh..

Results are out!

2010-07-01T07:41:00.003+08:00

Public Speaking - C
Elementary Statistics - C
Philosophy - C

Wtf? Expecting Public Speaking to get B, but ended up C. Thought I could've fail my stats, I got C. :D Philosophy, I have not much complain about it cause I didn't really study much for the exam, just do all the assignments. I randomly circle the answer I don't know during the finals. Whoa I'm sooo lucky :P Overall, I must say I am content with my results. At least I didn't have any failed subjects. Next semester I'm going to concentrate on my communication papers! Take all the low level papers so that I can finish my communication paper ASAP!

Finished counting and I have left like 20+ subjects to complete my whole syllabus. Which means I need to take like 4-5 subjects during long semester, 3 subjects in short semester to finish my syllabus faster. Hmm..

Crumpler - Considerable Embarrassment!

2010-06-25T20:14:00.003+08:00

Yes! My long awaited bag is finally here!

Been waiting for it since the day I saw it from Crumpler's website and fall in love with this bag the moment I saw it! What's even better is that my friend was at SG with his family and I get to ask him a favor and it cheaper than retail!

Opening ceremony! *Drum roll*

The design of this bag just made my laptop fit nicely! Now I don't have to carry so many things around, I just have to put it into embarrassment! :P

Hectic lifestyle but looks promising

2010-06-22T05:41:00.005+08:00

Hectic like crazy this semester. Just when I thought I can relax for a while after I took my Biology quiz on Friday last week, another quiz is coming on my way, this Wednesday. OMG! Short semester so hectic! OMG I don't know if I can handle the quiz this time! >_< Wanted to relax, but then now since there's another quiz, I can't relax. I have to work like crazy until my midterm finish, which is next week. :/

Recently played back an old game. A game I've been playing since form 2 and it had been with me throughout my adolescent stage. Don't know why, suddenly felt like playing that game again and dig out all my old games. Install it into my desktop, and I can't stop playing it now. :P

I'm grateful that I have friends who are always ready to listen to me and stand by my side and help me think of an solution to my current financial situation. Friends can be very extreme sometimes. They can be smiling in front of you, but backstabbing behind your back, talk bad about you while you not around, telling all your friends about how bad you are last time. I never like this kind of matter because for me, friends are something you MUST have when you're outside doing/working/fighting for yourself. Without friends, you're probably end up "dying on the roadside without anyone notice".

I'm going to apply loan for my studies this coming August. Since my friend had already told me how does it work. I believe I can get it without any problem. Since he had been saying that no money to support me financially, I might as well depend on myself and get to where I want myself to be. Then now, I will never need his help anymore and we can draw a clear line with him once and for all.

Other than that, selling my current house also another issue, but thankfully I met someone who are more than willing to help me. How should I thank them after so much help they offered me? I'm really grateful that I have so many friends support me behind my back while I'm facing this issue, issue that I thought I can never solve it myself.

My world are definitely look much more clearer than before! I believe I can solve the problem, I believe I can get what I want myself to get, and what I want to be! I can do it!

Biotherm Homme Absolute Power to Score Party

2010-06-18T18:12:00.003+08:00

If you're heading to watch WC matches outside mamak, why not dropby ChillOut Subang Parade @ 26th of June, 8pm with lots of football fans?

Click this link to know more about the event info! It's worth to take a look! :)

Besides that, goodie bag worth MYR70 are awaiting their first 300 owners who made it to the event early! So since entrance and free goodie bag, air-cond place to watch football, and bunch of fans watching together, why not join us?!!

This is the link!

Overhead Bridge is finally done!

2010-06-18T04:33:00.004+08:00

Don't know if is a new or an old news, but the overhead bridge from KDU after tunnel to go 1Utama has finish their construction and good to go for the drivers! OMFG finally! I think they took more than five years just to build that road! So do remember to keep RIGHT if you want to go to 1Utama or further down as keeping LEFT only can lead you to Taman Tun or make an U-turn.

On the side note, the U-turn above the tunnel is widen! This is good. There's a saying, the bigger the road is, the wealthier the country is!

Hopefully Malaysia can boleh laaa. :/

Results, what?!

2010-06-17T03:32:00.005+08:00

Again, the department ate my results again. Damn shit! Two weeks after the result release, I still didn't get to see my results. -__-;;

Had a scare when the department said I might need to do forty-six subjects to complete my syllabus. Worse to worse they told me I can complete forty subjects, without doing the other six subjects but I only can graduate as second class honors. WHAT THE FUCK?! But luckily I went to clarify with the head of department, my double major wasn't affected at all. So I'll continue follow the same syllabus as what we talked about it before.

Lucky me. >.>

Movies that you MUST watch in 2010

2010-06-16T03:15:00.001+08:00

Expendables

Salt

Resident Evil: Afterlife

Toy Story 3

Killers

AHHHH So many movies I wanna watch! :3 :3

the Karate Kid ;

2010-06-15T02:34:00.001+08:00

My friend invited to me to premier screening for "the Karate Kid" just the day before this movie release! I must say, although I don't fancy this kind of movie nor I watched the first Karate Kid which is made during 1984, I'm kind of impress with what they have to present. Especially Jaden Smith, who's aged 11 can really show what he is capable of!

This movie is one of THE movie you have to watch. It's worth the money you spend. :D The other movies that you MUST watch this year are ..

Tell you next post. :3

New Template

2010-06-14T05:31:00.003+08:00

Bohaha! Thanks to blogspot, now I can easily tweak my blog content! Last time was really pain in the ass to do the coding but now is as easy as snapping my fingers!

This is teh new template! Tweaked like half an hour to suit my blogging style. Yay!

Thanks Blogspot!

Patah Kaki, again.

2010-06-12T05:37:00.006+08:00

Again, yes again. And this time I think I slightly dislocated my knee during my futsal session. OMG! I had to walk crippled for almost a week! >_< Nevertheless I still attend my class cause I already missed once. If I miss this time it'd be two times and I only get to miss ONE more time! FML!

Geez. And assignment just came by. How great. ): Two assignment, one gonna hand in this wednesday, another end of this month. This is how rush in short semester. ARGHHHH!

Exam results!

2010-06-07T21:23:00.001+08:00

Exam results are out! I knew that this week the department will be releasing the results and I'm so eager to collect mine just to see how was it.

BUT..

BUT..

The department forget to print my results out! OMFG?! ARGHHHHHH..

Library's Got Talent Season 2

2010-06-07T02:43:00.006+08:00

Went Library to support my friend's girlfriend's brother. Like wtf damn distant friendship but I wanted to go enjoy the music, so yeah. Went Library and me and my friends had dinner at IKEA. IKEA's meatballs and Steamed Potato are damn awesome to be honest. I just can't stop eating!

Anyway, reach Library at approximate 7.15pm and it was packed, filled with people. Luckily my friend booked the seats so that we don't have to cramp with people without seats! >)

The event was quite successful despite the size of the event, only four group of contestant left to compete. A beatboxer, streetdancer, fire playing people and the group I support, JuanoPhobia!

Pictures up!

Our very own Ms.Sam!

Random capture;

Stage

Vinod is soooo busy with his phone.

Megat the beatboxer.

The street shufflers.

DFD. Can't remember the full name. >.>

And the group I support, JuanoPhobia!

And Kelvin being himself. :/

Had alot of fun during the event was ongoing. Looking forward for season 3! :P

Shopping!

2010-06-02T02:56:00.004+08:00

New shoeee! :D :D

Also new clothes! Finally I got time to buy new outfit. Spent like MYR250 on everything. Yay!

Bohaha! >:)

Class starts

2010-05-31T00:07:00.003+08:00

So fast, May was past tense. Lots of stuff happened during this month. I went clubbing, had a blast. Went roadtrip, had a lot of fun. So many things happened till lost count. Which means I had a meaningful holiday during this one month semester break!

Class going to start soon. But apparently the timetable changed. There's one additional class for Biology to be taught by a lecturer where everyone say shes far kind than Mr.Chong. At least she don't screw you over during your finals. But the only sad part is that I have to wait from 11.30am till 3.30pm just for my class. So what I do during this 4 hours of freedom?! Hmm.. Now I'm thinking cause I have few options;
1) I take the 3.30pm class, and apply for gym so that I can go workout during the 4 hours of free time.
2) Ignore the 3.30pm class and go back-to-back class from 8.30am till 3.30pm but get to leave early to avoid traffic jam.

Recently just too much of unhappy moment until I am really exhausted, literally. But luckily I have my friends to accompany me for roadtrip to Langkawi. I'm really grateful that I have friends like them, although the real intention of that roadtrip wasn't for me, but is more than enough.

Time to concentrate on my classes now. Need to score!

Back from Langkawi!

2010-05-24T11:59:00.002+08:00

So many days of fun! It's back to reality. :( Darn it I felt like going back to holiday again! I want to go back again! arghhh!

Snapped like 800+ pictures. But I think only round 600+ it's nice. Friends spamming DSLR like nobody's business. >_> Anyways, I'm too lazy to filter the picture cause there's alot! Maybe when I'm really nothing better to do. :P Also video to be edit. omggg..

Langkawi is fun! <3

Pack!

2010-05-20T14:58:00.004+08:00

Less than 12 hours from my trip and I haven't start packing up yet. OMG! >_> Feel like alot of things want to pack but no idea where to start. hmm..

Car check, DSLR check, video recorder check, phone charger check, playing cards check, speaker check. Hmm, apa lagi?

Road Trip!

2010-05-20T01:52:00.003+08:00

Finally! Almost less than 24 hours to my road trip to Langkawi with my friends! I'm soooooo excited about it! After for so long stuck in the same environment, it's about time for me to go somewhere else to relax and recharge myself!

Many things happened these few months. I reckon I'd fall apart if continue like this. But good thing is that I'm going away for this weekend. So I think it'd be different after when I come back. But the shitty thing is that, class starts a week later, which is first of June! <_<

I'm still wondering how would my MUET and three of my subject gonna be like. Philosophy, Statistics and Public Speaking. I've calculated my Public Speaking marks. I guess I should at least getting a C. Anything above that is bonus cause my lecturer said this semester everyone did pretty badly. @@ My philosophy, I have nothing to say. Basically I'm just slacking around and I don't know if I can get B for that subject. I'll settle with C, same goes to statistics as well cause I suck at calculating. >_<

Studies aside, I'm gonna party real hard this coming weekend! Gonna take lotsa picture and upload on my facebook when I'm back from Langkawi! Good thing is that my sister gonna borrow me her DSLR and I'm bringing my video cam as well! YAY!

RAWR ROAD TRIPPPP!! HERE I COMEEEEE! :D :D

Car service

2010-05-14T11:07:00.002+08:00

My car service took me MYR385. I never knew there's so many things is already expired, especially automatic fluid, engine oil and not to mention, break pad. But I never change break pad cause it's friggin expensive and I don't have enough cash to do that. >_> Now I changed my engine oil, automatic fluid, wiper, and asked the mechanic to repair my break pad so that I can use the car to go far far! I want to go road trip baby!

Road trip! Can't hardly wait. <3

Gentlemen, start your engine.

MUET is done!

2010-05-07T10:15:00.002+08:00

MUET was finally done two days ago and I got not much time to update it. Frankly, it wasn't as hard as I think it would be for speaking test. I find myself speaking quite steady and hardly any sense of shakiness. Yay for me!

After that test, my friends and I went to Summit to have our lunch. Oh yes my ulcer still haven't cure by then so I'm eating with pain! But, no pain no gain! Hahaha! After eating I went to look for new games for my PS3 and I have doubts on if I should get Super Street Fighter 4. But I bought it anyway. :P

I want to go on a road trip! I'm stuck in here for so long I really feel like moving somewhere to get some fresh air.

rawr. I need food. <3

Iron man 2

2010-05-02T07:46:00.002+08:00

If you expecting some blockbuster kind of outcome from Iron Man 2, I suggest you don't watch it. I can guarantee you that you will feel that your money is down to the drain if you insist on watching it with high hopes. Verdicts had came to me that the show isn't as epic as how the rumor spread, especially not as good as the first one.

I've watched it, despite so many bad verdicts coming to me from my friends. So I didn't held high hopes on it and I felt that it's around 3/5. The CGI was the part I enjoyed. The storyline isn't as anticipating as I expected, not to mention a movie that had been certified as "epic movie" is not epic enough compare to LOTR or Star Wars. Sad to say I think the first Iron Man was alot better compare to the second one.

Like I said, if you really wanted to watch this movie alot and expecting some blockbuster storyline and such, I suggest you not to cause if you do, you'll hate yourself for expecting too much.

My PC is back and some random stuff.

2010-05-02T06:19:00.003+08:00

Finally! After so long of waiting and waiting AND waiting, my motherboard of my i5 finally back from RMA. It took me from 28th of Feb until 30th of April. That's more than a month without a proper PC to do my assignment and shit. Oh god you can't imagine that life with a crappy PC. >_> Of course, I need to thank Navine a.k.a SupahSub to installing back my PC together as one piece. :D

SO! Finally! I'm with my i5 now and I need to start do my projects as well. If not when next semester comes I have no time to do it at all.

Speaking of college, I'm going to have my speech test coming Tuesday. Oh my god I don't know if I can pass MUET or not. Although people been saying "It's not hard! Oh come on, don't worry about it! I'm sure you'll do just fine!" But I sense that I might have a great chance of retaking it again cause I have no confident at all during the test and I am worried like shit now. :/ Hopefully I can get at least Band 4 so that I can start taking my UIU subjects.

Tomorrow, the day I don't wish to come. We'll be talking to him again about this house and my education. I think he'll be happy to hear that we've decided to sell the house cause he have no more burden over here. What a jerk. Only know how to avoid the problem and push it away to my sister. I've promised my sister I'll keep cool tomorrow and I'll just keep quiet tomorrow just to listen what he have to say. If he say something stupid or insult my mother, he's gonna get it.

Anyways, I'm looking for a part time job during the whole May. Anyone want to hire me? I can do all sort of jobs! Prostitution not included of course! :P

In holiday but not in holiday mood. :/

Planning to go outstation, just to get away from here and relax a lil. Possible? :/

Exams! and some other things.

2010-04-23T07:29:00.003+08:00

Exams are around the corner. The corner happens to be tomorrow! Tomorrow will be my MUET test. A test that determines if I can take UIU subjects for all the coming semesters. BAH! I never study or anything cause my friends kept on telling me it's easy and stuff. Well, hopefully like what they say. If I really fail MUET, I need to rush it by taking IELTS or TOEFL which cost at least MYR500.

So expensive! Go rompak bank laaaa! :(

I might be rude. I might be cruel. But you'll thank me in the future. No point dragging this relationship. It's already at the edge and I have no intention to push you off the cliff, but you left me no choice. I really hope you can live your own life. Good luck in the future.

Recently I've been spending alot of time at home, doing nothing. @@ I need to find a job since I gonna have my 3 week holiday right after my Monday exam! I don't want to slack around. I need money to sustain my life without depending on my mother. I don't want to add anymore burden to her, my sisters. I am a boy and I should be taking care of the family, not vice versa.

People who know me well enough knows that I am not the pray until something happen kind of person. If I want something, I don't pray. I will do whatever it takes to reach the target, of course in a correct way. I don't understand why people like to say "hopefully this can work out, that can become true." Instead of hoping for it, why not try to make it happen by your own hand? What's the point of you waiting there and pray for miracle to happen? Miracle doesn't happen without any hard work! Seriously, stop praying and start act on it.

" Life is going to knock you down, from time to time, just like a good boxer. The difference in success and failure in life is whether or not you get up or stay down and it's a choice. I choose to get up and fight on."
Written in 2008 by W.P. Garrett

Guess what?!

2010-04-20T04:52:00.004+08:00

I have quite alot of guess what for YOU to answer. Too many till I need some time to arrange it.

Let's start from my education shall we?

First Guess what?

I'm having MUET this coming Saturday and 2 of my final subject on coming Monday. I'm actually quite prepared for my MUET, since alot of people told me that it wasn't as hard as what we think. So I figured, okay then I shall lengah lengah abit. :P But about my finals, I'm not really prepared yet. Especially philosophy. :S It's not to say very hard, but I didn't study for that. So I'm practically doomed. Just waiting my time to come.

Second Guess what?

I'm gonna be a double major student next semester! I've finally decided to go for Psychology and Mass Communication major since it requires the same amount of subjects compared to me taking only one major. I figured that double major would be a better choice for my future as well. I don't think it'd be hard for me cause I took some of em already. Now I need to concentrate on my other untaken subjects so that I can finish of on time! :D

Third Guess what?

I've quitted competitive gaming. I figured I don't have that extra time to commit on other thing besides my education. I've totally lost the urge to fight for more and I think they've already found a better replacement to replace me. I've mentioned that I will leave if they find someone is better than me. Now there is and I feel happy for them. Another reason I dropped it simply because I have no more time to spare in my education life. I'm 23 this ear and I have still yet to complete my studies. It's abit shame lor. :S

Fourth Guess what?

I'm going to move away from my current house. Simply because he have no more money to continue to pay the installment he loaned last time, which put my status in jeopardy if I don't sell the house now. I don't know where I will be moving to cause my sister wanted to rent a house nearby so that it's easy for her to go to work early morning. Frankly speaking I'm really sad when I heard that we have to sell this house. This house had been accompany me since the day I born and I have no intention of leaving this house in any circumstances.

Fifth Guess what?

Despite I'm going to move away from my current house which really makes me sad, but I'm happy for my family for drawing a fucking clear line between him and my family. He does not treat us as part of the family, always say that side is still young and they should get the priority first, which is utterly bullshit statement to me. But nevermind. We've drawed a clear line with him, I'm delighted. I don't have to see him anymore. Nothing made me more happier than this.

Sixth Guess what?

I have no father afterall. Just a bastard who thinks money is everything. As for now, I only have my mother, and my two sisters. (:

Seventh Guess what?

My ex couldn't spell my Chinese name correctly, just like he did. I mean, if you really in love to that particular person, aren't you suppose to be crystal clear about that person? I can't believe she spelled my name wrong just like he did. You girl, really turned me off.

College

2010-04-01T05:21:00.004+08:00

Finally I've finished my informative presentation and my drama. It was a rough day on that day and also a memorable one. I don't think I'll be forgetting about it for the next few years to come. Anyways, I got 19.9 out of 25 for my informative speech and 19 out of 20 for my drama presentation. I'm not really satisfied with the speech but definitely satisfied with my drama presentation. I'm actually hoping for an A for my public speaking class but now I think the highest grade I can reach is B. ):

So finally I finished two of my major assignment, but I still have a statistics presentation and persuasive speech to do in coming weeks. This is bad cause I haven't done any single thing to prepare my slides or info yet!

Now I'm planning to take double major. The second major would be communication! I don't know why I want to take that but hey, I definitely can tell you the ONLY one reason and you'll say my decision is right! From what I see, if I'm taking single major, which is psychology, I am required to take 40 subjects, regardless of UIU or ADP. But in double major, which is psychology and communication, I need to take 40 subjects as well, regardless of UIU or ADP! So instead of spending the same amount of time doing one thing, why not do two?! Correct?!

But the thing is that, I don't have much time left. Apparently my time is running out and my fund are not enough to even support me to continue my studies. Reason? One and only. That fella. I've total lost trust and began to hate that man as day goes by. Eventhough he is the one who brought me into this world, but still I don't see him contribute as someone he should besides stuffing me the money.

When I was at HELP, I did not pay attention to my classes, I skipped my class and my CGPA was screwed, literally. But now I'm different. I'm concentrating in every single class I attend and I keep track of my CGPA now. I'm really wanting to make this work. I can't keep my mom to worry about my academic anymore. I need to be a man she dream of. I want to be a man she can depend on.

I know I can do it. But I need more time. Can I have some more time please?

Updates!

2010-03-22T22:47:00.005+08:00

Exactly one month and 2 days I never update my blog. Shit load stuff happened during this one month period. Crossfire Intel Challenge 7, couple of nightout with friends, and I haven't had a proper sleep since then. But!

I HAZ PS3! Yay!

Yes I love it to the bits! <3 Finally I can get my own PS3 and play my favourite game(s). One of em; Heavy Rain. I gonna buy alot of game and play with my friends! I only have God of War 3 currently and I'm planning to buy some multiplayer games as well like.. Street Fighter 4, Gran Turismo 5 and more, only if I have the budget. :P

Anyways, tomorrow is my speech presentation. 2 hours before, I'm scared to death. But now, I think I'm ready! After preparing the slides and practice the speech for couple of times, I think I'm really ready for it! Yes! Oh and my drama presentation tomorrow as well. Oh well two "assignment" to be hand in on the same day and guess what? It sucks, especially the drama!

But anyways, I'm prepared for the challenge everyone give or gave me. I'm real ready this time. But I'm not ready for my persuasive speech yet! OMG! Another month! But but, that's the matter for the next month. This month I enjoy first! Nihaha! :D

If anyone of you is reading my blog and you're looking for a book to read, grab The Lost Symbol before it's too late. I only read like 18th chapter and I'm beginning to chase already. The storyline is so nice and perfect and I just can't wait for the movie to come out in 2012. Hopefully the world can be survive by then. :/

I'll try to update my blog from time to time, more often. I didn't update because I'm ~~lazy~~ too busy to do so. After tomorrow, PS3 night with mah buddies!

To ppl that I treasure, much love. <3

PC back online!

2010-02-20T00:00:00.002+08:00

YES FINALLY I CAN ONLINE AT HOME!

Oh my god after so many weeks without internet at home, I've come back to life! Finally I got time to ~~play more games!~~ start my assignment. GOSH I'm gonna left behind if not because of Chinese New Year holiday. >.>

HEHE! Pictures will upload tomorrow, wait till i go office cause there got faster connection than my home. :P I think there will be 2 album cause I took more than 200 pictures!

I lazy update! That's all! Let me think more + better mood. <3

Love ya :3 :3

Weekly catch-up

2010-02-18T00:03:00.003+08:00

Still no connection at my place despite I borrowed PC from office. Walau eh. I'm so bored at home, until I need to borrow desktop from my sister to online. Sibeh kao lat!

Anyways, just got back from Thailand like 2 days ago. I had so much fun while I'm there! Compare from what I heard, there's less ah gua than I heard. Actually there's quite plenty of girls who are attractive enough for me to even look at them twice.

If you looking for picture, I'm TOO lazy to update. Maybe soon la. :P

CNY is here, so is Valentines day. HEHE!

Oh soon I'm going to a house party! Whoever is interested, do let me know! I'll send you an invite over facebook! :)

CLICK THIS --> Invitation link <-- CLICK THIS!

I'm off to Thailand!

2010-02-11T18:30:00.003+08:00

Yay! I'm going to Thailand to celebrate Chinese New Year with my family! This is the first time we leave Malaysia for vacation during Chinese New Year. So excited about it and I'm really looking forward about this trip. Hopefully there's something for me to buy as I heard my friends said there's no size for me. WTF? OMGGG!!

But nevertheless, I'm going to take ALOT of picture! Finally I have the REAL chance of me testing out the camera! Yesh! I have so many things to buy since I got my pay. HEHE! I'm leaving around 4.30am later so you guys won't get to see me! But yeah, I'll snap alot of photos so that you guys can see me enjoying my holiday at Bangkok! :D

That's all for this post, SOOO excited!

Silly little thing

2010-02-08T01:33:00.003+08:00

Girl, everything I walk pass you, you know how much I want to go in front of you and talk to you, introduce myself to you, get to know you.

You know, you're like an angel to me.

Seeing you everyday is the energy that brings me to work.
Seeing you everyday gives me the energy to go further.
Seeing you everyday gives me the strength and immunity to do what I'm doing.

But,

If I don't see you, I feel sad.
If I don't see you, I feel lonely.
If I don't see you, I feel disappointed.
If I don't see you, I feel unmotivated.

Is it okay?

For me to walk pass you everyday?
For me to see you everyday?
For me to talk to you everyday?
For me to hold your hands everyday?

Girl, you drive me crazy. How I wish you're on my side now.

You, complete me.

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Sexual intercourse the man on heaven.

2010-02-07T22:15:00.002+08:00

I have no intention to curse but that fella really left me no choice.

WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING? WHY DO YOU TAKE SO FUCKING LONG TO REPLY MY MESSAGE?

I just want my motherboard to be fixed! If you can't do it or you can't get my mobo to fix for free, god dammit tell me already. I can't afford to wait for you for so fucking long just because you're trying to give me some stupid reasons of not trying to fix my motherboard. BAH! I don't really want to care about it anymore. If he still not replying me next week, I gonna bring it to somewhere else.

Now I want to concentrate on my studies. Statistics, Philosophy and Public Speaking. My oh my, I started to regret taking Public Speaking this early because I just got told that 5 of my friends are taking Marketing Principle. OMG! I should have go for that class instead of Public Speaking! Now I'm seriously regret about this decision. ARGHH!!

Over the weekend there's something happened. Something will change me as a competitive gamer. Offered had been came to me and it's up to me if I want to do it and if I'm up for it. But even if I could, I still need another 2 or more people to tag along. Geez. >_> I believe everyone wants it as a competitive gamer. No one says no to that opportunity unless they are really not heading to the direction I'm trying to go. But if I got selected, there will be alot of commitments. I don't think I can cope it. <.< People are like that eh? They want something but they can't afford to lose anything just to get to their destination.

Am I progressing in any ways? Gaming, life, social, studies? I really hope I am. I want to finish my studies fast so that I can focus on other things. I want to complete it faster so that I can be independent. I don't want to depend on him anymore. He is the pain I want to forget. He is the dirt I want to wipe it off. Eventhough it's impossible for me to draw a clear line with him, but still I want to. Whatever he did to me, even if he say sorry it's definitely not enough.

Too much to rant till it off topic. Sedap. I'm off to sleep. 0830 Statistics class. effing awesome.

Modem, Mobo kaput

2010-01-31T04:22:00.002+08:00

Lightning storm happened few days ago. My PC kaput few days ago also. Yeah, my PC got struck by lightning and my modem as well. So for the mean time, I need to use my sister's laptop to online, ONLY after she finish using it. Omg I damn sad sia.

Recently I got a news. News that really made my happy, but only can move a bigger step to my dream, but also a bigger dream I'm trying to strive for. I cannot believe it's actually happening in my eye, and my ears when I heard it. It's so unbelievable to the fact that I actually questioning myself if is true.

You can't separate the good and the bad news. Sigh, I really have no idea how am I suppose to talk to these people when they think after what they heard, from one side or what they thought after they heard stories. I really hope that what we're doing is actually making them change their thinking about us. I really hope so. :/

First semester results

2010-01-27T02:27:00.002+08:00

I got A for my American Civilization, B for Movies and C for Basic Composition. This is the first time I ever score an A in college life. I'm like OMFGWTFBBQ when I receive my results and saw that I got an A for the hardest subject I took on that semester. So currenly my GPA is 3.0 but what makes me disappointed was Basic Composition.

I am really expect myself to score at least a B for that. I knew something was wrong when I hand in the paper during final exam. Damn it I should double check it before I submit it. Sigh.

Movies. WTF a B?! How can I just get a B from Movies, after all the hardwork I've put into it? I've done ALL the work she asked me to do, I even do the movies all BY MYSELF! But I'm still only getting a B?! WHAT THE FUCK?! SO MUCH FOR A B GRADE!

This semester I'm taking Public Speaking, Philosophy and Statistics. Statistics class bored the shit out of me. The lecturer just speak for him to listen and ignore if the class was actually following. OMG I really wondering how am I gonna pass with that kind of lecturer.

Public Speaking. Good thing about this is that there's no mid term and finals, but there's two presentation speech and three quizzes to be done throughout the whole semester, which is another pain in the ass as well.

Philosophy. Who are you?" was the among the question that I remembered. Philosophy, well, it's really subjective. The best part about this is that we need to study the NOVEL. Yes you heard me, NOVEL! That's like fucking sedap gile.

Hopefully I can get good grades and maintain my GPA. I wanna go double major and apply for scholarship. Possible?

Not much

2010-01-19T02:45:00.002+08:00

I don't really have much thing to blog about actually but seeing it's already a week since my previous post, I'll update a little bit about recent me.

I've been doing on a part time job on Wednesday until Saturday and I have to attend my class on Monday and Tuesday. Which means I only left Sunday to rest or do something I like. Not that I'm trying to complain about how little time I have, but I find that my life is more enriched.

I was practically doing nothing besides attending my classes or hangout with my friend and I felt that I'm really wasting my time, literally. I'm turning 23 this year and 24 is coming to me in another 365 days. I can't really afford to continue spending my time like this doing nothing. That's why I work part time.

Come to this part time job, I really enjoy doing it. Since start I've already created few column for this website and I'm really happy that I can be part of this family.

Weird thing is that after being single for so long, I don't miss the moment of being in relationship. Maybe because there's no girl that actually makes me having the urge of being back to relationship. I'm enjoying every moment I had while I was single but I don't mind being back to relationship again. Well dilemma. :/

Stupid schedule.

2010-01-12T07:47:00.002+08:00

This newly formed stupid schedule just messed up my nicely arranged schedule that I did like 2 months ago. I arranged it nicely so that I only need to attend 2 days, 4 classes and go to work on the remaining days of the week. But now due to the lecturer who's currently working part time at SEGI, one of my classes had to move to Saturday just to suit his/her timetable.

WHAT THE FUCK??!!

Okay I didn't mean that but WTH is wrong?! I paid for my classes and I was suppose to have the rights to choose when and which class I want to come for?! Why these dumb bitches just can''t stick to one job?! Now I have to come on Friday morning just to make sure I don't "rugi" that much to SEGI due to their policy of no single subject charge, all semester have to pay the same money no matter how many subjects you taking.

Darn it. -___-

Happy New Year!

2010-01-01T01:01:00.004+08:00

Happy New Year guys! Hopefully you guys have a great year ahead and wish you guys stay healthy as always. :)

Peektures from tournament!

2009-12-29T10:16:00.003+08:00

I became a photographer on Razer Amateur Tournament cause i was banned from the competition and I was hoping to contribute a tiniest strength to the community. It was fun overall, especially when I took pictures of people falling asleep. HAHAH!

The result of the competition didn't surprise me at all, knowing they never played for quite some time but I knew they still have the touch and all.

After the event, I had hard time uploading the pictures. That stupid facebook is screwing me around and I didn't get to upload all the pictures until I get to cyber cafe. Bah!

Anyhow here's the pictures. :)

Click me!

First time

2009-12-28T00:34:00.003+08:00

For the first time, I actually struggle to do it. Everytime when I wanted to do it, I'll just say it to them and hoping they would say nice things and ask me not to. But this time, I'm kind of struggle to tell them about it. But I know it's the right choice for me to do, also right choice for me to step down. I don't know if I'm doing the right thing but I just feel like it's time. After so many times I've tried to do it, this is the first time I actually felt that there's need for me to do so.

Reason for me to step down? I'm just not good enough to be part of em. I can't be the best, so I decide to die like the rest. It's as simply as that. But I would prefer to do something from the back. Something that I was hoping to be but due to some restriction that I had, I can't. Hopefully after I tell them my decision I could do something different. I'm just too tired to even try to save it when people taking me as a pinch of salt.

There's only one thing left in my mind. Would they ever speak to me again after I tell them my decision?

Friendship?

2009-12-25T16:36:00.001+08:00

Human being can be so cruel at times. Sometimes I just can't figure out why people can be so mean to others, especially someone who did nothing to him or whatsoever. I don't get it.

Aren't friend suppose to help each other? What I felt now is a stab on my back, worse still I knew he did it and I cannot do anything about it because I appreciate what me and him have. We have so many common friends and I don't want to make it worse by confronting him because I know it's gonna be explosive.

Why is this happening? I really got no idea. I don't think I did anything wrong and yet I had this kind of treatment. How is that fair to me?

Everyone is so selfish to the fact that they only care about themselves. Why can't this world to be a better place where everyone share everything with different kind of people, no matter what's their race, religion or even nationality? This world wouldn't be in this condition if everyone willing to share everything with everyone

Human are greedy. That's the reason of existance of Seven Deadly Sins.

Merry Christmas!

2009-12-25T01:26:00.003+08:00

I'm here to wish everyone Merry Christmas! Hope you guys get to celebrate with your love ones. :)

As for me I stayed at home for the whole day, didn't really feel like going out.. Or I should say no one asked me to go out. :/ Planned to work actually but apparently I didn't get chosen so yeah, I stayed at home whole day and watched Incredible Hulk, Batman and The DaVinci Code. Rofl.

I miss the Chibi Maruko girl I saw during Comic Fiesta. ):

Arghhh now I regret of not taking her phone number, or even her facebook email. Darn me!

Comic Feast

2009-12-22T17:35:00.004+08:00

Never in my life had been such hectic, exciting and at the same time, uneasy feelings come at the same time. Yes I went for Comic Feast. I was working at GameAxis booth to promote the magazine. Basically I ~~just sit there and wait for money to come~~ setup the booth for the gamers to play PS3 games like NFS:Shift, Street Fighter 4, Fifa 10, and the game that had never changed since we turned on, Rock Band. I don't quite get the idea why people are so obsess with rock band. ~~Retards must be suck so bad in music, he/she has to fulfill his/her dream by playing the music game.~~ So nice meh?

Anyways, comic feast was a blast, without a fucking doubt! It was so successful that one of my friend want to cosplay for the next year! Personally I find these events are a good way to make friends and also take a nice picture of yourself and put it into your personal space. I did took some pictures and I swore to myself that I'm definitely getting a DSLR for myself before end of this year because I'm literally cursing myself for not having a better camera to take the cosplay pictures! ):

Oh if you want to see the pictures, go my facebook to check it out! :) Not much pictures but at least there's something to see. :P

Comic Fiesta pictures!

Out of random, random.

2009-12-19T23:21:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow gonna work at Sunway Pyramid for this Comic Feast that they are currently running. Apparently I just need to stand there and take care of the booth. Shouldn't be any harder than that I guess. :/

I went for a tournament today, knocked out two teams and left. I was suppose to be there tomorrow but unfortunately I have to work, so I'll need to skip it and go work. I finally know how's the feeling of it when you taunt one and they have absolute no idea how to fight back. It really feels good and I kind of like that feeling, especially he was someone you don't really like it at the first place. I must say, I feel "syok".

Oh yes I finished my exam this Thursday, which was 3 days ago. I was eager to wait for this holiday to come cause I thought I planned alot of stuff to do but apparently I didn't really have much things to do afterall. I think I need to have a more detail planning next time before I'm heading to a holiday so that I won't waste my holiday like what I used to do last time. Two weeks of holiday, until 11th of January 2010. What should I do in between? I plan to find work during this period of time but work isn't easy to find if you ask me. I really want to work for my DSLR but it seems like it's not easy afterall. You want to work, doesn't mean there's slot for you.

Next semester, I'm taking four subjects but going to college on two days only. I feel like joining the gym, so that I can go there after my class but I don't know if I can commit to it, after what I did back then when I was in HELP, registered but only go like five times per month. It's really wasting if you ask me. :/

Speaking of course, I'm thinking of doing a double major. As I'm currently majoring in Psychology, I want to do Mass Comm also. Of course, for future purposes. I believe I could easily get a job compare to fresh graduate who only have one major. But I don't know if I should go for it as the workload is going to be alot more compare to now. If I take, I don't know if I can drop it or not as what Ms.Citra said. Man this is really getting my head.

Recently nothing good happen to me, besides the finals which turns out to be quite an easy task for me. Hopefully I can pass with flying colors. I don't think I should waste anymore time on education. I should start depend on myself in-terms of living expenses and others. I'm an adult and I cannot depend my parent forever. I need to grow up!

This or that? Or maybe those?

2009-12-09T18:56:00.003+08:00

I'm looking for DSLR as I have high interest in snapping photos, especially beautiful scenery. You cannot deny that some of the natural scenery really attract you, like crazy. That's why I choose to get a DSLR instead of digital camera.

I have couple of choices actually. Budget wise, I'll think of it later. I need to know how much I need to spend on getting a DSLR so that I know how crazy I need to work for it. :/

First up, LUMIX FZ18. Saw this package at summit as Christmas promotion. Apparently is the cheapest so far.

Second, would be the D90 of Nikon. Apparently it's the easiest for beginner like me but the price tag kind of scare me off. :/

Third, D60 of Nikon. MYR1950 and I think I can afford it.

There's so many more model that I like but I don't know which suits me best as a beginner of snapping photos. I still thinking which to get and I need to start work my ass up there. I really admire people who own DSLR camera. Sigh.

The best picture I've ever snap was this.

I can take a better picture if I have DSLR that time.

New part!

2009-12-08T18:58:00.004+08:00

Finally, got all the parts for my new PC. Although is not i7, but it's good enough now. Don't really want to spend anymore on PC already. So, I'll stay as it is. I'm so exciting about it now!

Anyway, I worked in PC Fair during the weekend. Honestly, I enjoy it alot. Although I'm almost drop dead when I reach home, but it's a experience full with fun. I know alot of people from there and took quite a lot of pictures. Sneak peak..

Go to my facebook for more pictures. :)

Next week would be my first exam in SEGI College. Honestly I don't know what to do now. Study? Don't feel like it. Game, don't feel like it as well. What I want to do is to lose some weight. HAHAHAHHA! I realized I'm kind of.. ~~fat~~ taking space while snapping a photo. Hmm..

End of disaster.. NOT!

2009-12-03T15:53:00.003+08:00

So long never update my blog already. Been busy all the while preparing my assignment, and three presentation as well. Three of the presentation I have to do within this week, I already done both and both of them are the hardest among the three. So tomorrow, last presentation should be the easiest one cause from what I've heard, I only need to sit back and enjoy. El-Owh-El.

Damn it the assignments are really pain in the ass. I literally wanna rip my head off just to stop these but I can't. I wish to go somewhere after my finals is over. But I'm short of cash. Financial crisis, how to go? :/

Life's a bitch. Deal with it!

Post dooms-alike-week

2009-11-21T00:03:00.004+08:00

Finally the end of weekday is here. Been seriously busy throughout the whole week due to the 3 assignment I need to submit this week and I joke you not, I've slept less than 24 hours for this week. I even slept inside my friend's car, that shows how tired I am this week. Totally have no time for extra entertainment.

However, it's not over yet. I still have 1 more assignment and presentation to turn in before my finals. OH-EMM-GEE! One of em haven't even started yet. Credits to my group members, who delayed all they want. Damn it if I can do it alone I'd do it long time ago. Bitches.

I never touch games for quite some time, competitive wise. Never train for quite some time already. I'm sure I already rusty like crazy by now. But meh, assignments and stuffs really made me have no time to even play the game competitively.

Now something is stucking inside my mind. Should I go for double major? It seems like I've already took 3 of the requirement subject to be major in Mass Communication. If I go for it, I have extra more subjects to study to graduate. If I don't I only graduate with single major, which is not really unique in a sense of I only can do one thing at a time.

What should I do? :/